Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is alright. I am so sorry that I did not get the chance to write you a letter last night but Mom was so busy yesterday afternoon that by the time I got home it was 3:45 pm & I started to prep dinner, fed the pups, ate dinner, did dishes & then around 7:30 pm I was able to sit down & relax for a bit. I spoke to Grandpa, Debbie & Meme on the phone & then Mark & Mom went outside on the balcony to sit & talk. I was in bed at 10 pm last night & not once did I turn my computer on all day. Mom is trying to get out more often instead of being stuck in the apartment all day long studying. I will be studying Monday, Tuesday, Thursday & Friday. Wednesday will be my day to go out, run all the errands, grocery shop, etc...so that weekends will be spent doing everything & anything that Mark & I want to do. He is working so much & rarely home I decided to change things up. It also gives Mom a break that I really need seeings how I have been pushing myself for 2 1/2 yrs straight now with college. Today, Mom took a day just to relax & do really nothing. I was up early as usually but laid around for a bit, got up & made breakfast & pretty much have been quiet because Mark has been on a business call all day long ( since 8 am & it is now 4:22 pm. ) I took the pups for a walk & did some laundry. Tomorrow I will dust & vacuum the apartment & anything else that needs to get done. Debbie called me this morning as well & Mom was talking to her for about an hour or longer. She was so upset but by the time we finished talking she was feeling better about everything. Mom always says... " People should keep their nose on their own face instead of poking it in everyone else's business. " It is so true & it is worse when it is a family member doing it. All in all I think things are better now & she just needed someone to vent too. That is fine with Mom. I am always here to give an ear to if someone needs it. Always have been that way. Anyways.... Mom will start studying again come Monday. I will get back into the swing of things & get this miserable class over with. I know you will be by my side through the whole thing & I thank you for that. Mom needs you. I always need you my sweet precious son. I hope that even though I did not write to you last night, Mom hopes that you heard me talking to you several times during the day & evening. I saw a very tiny sunset last night. The stars were out as well. They were pretty. Hope I see some more this evening when I am sitting outside for a bit. Maybe just maybe one of these nights you will give Mom a breathtaking painting of your! I look every night for one & when I see one I have the biggest smile on my face & I always take pictures of it. Mom misses you so much, Tyler. I miss so many things when it comes to you: your voice, your smile, your laugh, your kindness to others, your advice & the way you would help Mom. I even miss our fights, our stubbornness. You are always on my mind day & night. Mom is always wondering what you do now, where you are, what you look like now. I even think of you at certain times when I am eating...like when I find a curly chip ( remember we would always " fight " about who would get it? You always won as Mom gave in....lol ), or when I am making dinner & it would happen to be one of your favorites. Doesn't matter what it is.... you are always on my mind. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are the wind beneath my wings & my hero. You will forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. Never forget that...please.
Mom really doesn't have much of any updates for you but I do have a request for you. Mom needs you to be there for Meme, Bob & Skittles. Meme was telling me that Skittles is not doing well. He is not eating or drinking & can't really walk. He has been that way for a couple days now & tomorrow he is going to the vets to be checked out. Mom is hoping that it is something simple. The vets are not sure if Skittles is having the same problem that Snapples did with his back. If that is the case than Meme & Bob do not have the money for another surgery & even the surgery would only prolong Skittles life for just a short time. Watch over them all for Mom, Tyler. Thank you. Please watch over the rest of us as well too. I know you do but I always like to ask. Mom hasn't spoken to Aunt Beck or Bean in about 2 weeks or so. Guess they are really busy. I will make the effort to call them tomorrow while Mark is at a client all day. That is all I have for you today. Here is the prayers: May God’s grace empower you to live abundantly, to pray powerfully, and to stay the course. May your honor for Him compel you to trust Him when your trials seem truer than His Word. He will not fail you, will not forget about you, and will not turn away from you. He's with you in battle, He'll help you when your heart breaks, and He'll deliver you and bless you before a watching world when the time is right. Trust Him. You're so very dear to His heart. Have a purposeful, powerful day.
Verse: Lord, you alone are my portion and my cup; you make my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance (Psalm 16:5-6 NIV).
For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all (2 Corinthians 4:17 NLT).
Here is a message for you as well: The great secret of life is the law of attraction. The law of attraction can also be called the law of creation. In other words, life is not happening to you, you are creating it.
It is that time of the night where Mom needs to get going so I can start the nightly stuff for the pups, Mark & I. Mom is hoping that your evening is everything that you need & want it to be. Continue to fly high & free. Keep traveling & learning like I know you are doing. Come visit me if you can tonight while I am sleeping. Thanks Tyler! I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Until then...... Good night & sweet dreams. You are my shining star.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
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