Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing well. I have been up since 7 am this morning prepping for this dang Proctor exam that I had to take. Mom is exhausted and my eyes are so tired from looking at the screen for 4 hours. This letter will probably not be all that long because it is after 5pm and Mom has fed the pups but I haven't had the chance to eat dinner yet let alone anything at all today. Mom had a tough time with getting the Proctor exam to download. It was crazy. I lost an hours worth of testing time because of it and then my screen went blank for a couple minutes and I thought that I lost the exam altogether. The questions were tricky for the most part. There were 40 questions and then there was 5 essay questions. Mom managed to get an 82~ B on the exam and my final course grade is a 91~A so Mom will take it. Out of all the courses that I have finished Mom has all A's and 1 B. I am pretty proud of myself on that. I whispered to you before the exam... I know you heard Mom because I was so calm and collected during the exam. Thank you for being with me. I love you. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. To infinity and beyond. Mom will whisper to you again this evening so be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear Mom and I will smile back to you. Tonight is going to be Mom watching TV and relaxing. I have some shows to watch while Mark is working that he really doesn't care for so it works out great! He won't be home until later tonight so it is just me and the pups for a few more hours. Mom is hoping that your evening will be everything that you need and want it to be. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Mom would love that. I miss you so much. More than words can say. You will forever be my hero, the wind beneath my wings and my bright shining star. You will always live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. 
 Mom doesn't have any updates really for you tonight. I spoke to Meme last night. Boy she was not in a good mood at all. She was very negative about everything. I will go into more details in tomorrows letter to you. Bob is doing okay. Grandpa called as well. He is doing well and so is Debbie. Aunt Shirley is not well and again I will go into details on tomorrows letter too. Mom's eyes are just so tired and I want to relax and have dinner. I feel guilty and I know I shouldn't at all but I do. Mom wanted to at least write to you a little bit instead of nothing at all. I know you get it. I know you see Mom. Mom will light the candle this evening and it will be burning bright for you. 
 Mom is going to get going for now. I will be back with a longer letter tomorrow morning when I am more awake and I can think straight. Hopefully I will get a good nights sleep tonight. Until then my sweet precious son... good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

I do not hide your righteousness in my heart; I speak of your faithfulness and your saving help. I do not conceal your love and your faithfulness from the great assembly. Psalm 40:10, NIV
Lord our God, in the grace of Jesus Christ we turn to you, our Father in heaven and on earth, for we know your truth and your saving power. Grant that all may learn to look upward to you in faith and in trust that your will is being done on earth, even though so much seems to be the work of humans alone. But your will is behind everything and we put ourselves under your will. We hope in your will. In your will we are certain that everything will be made right and good, to the glory of your name. Amen.

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