Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is doing alright but if I am being honest I am pretty frustrated with things right now. I have been all day. I have tried to let it go but I am failing pretty miserably. It started this morning. I was up early and did the regular stuff...fed the pups, made coffee and then wanted to sit and relax for a bit before starting the day. Meme came downstairs and about 10 minutes later she wanted me to help her with something. I wanted to just relax. I showed her what she needed and she kept doing something wrong and kept coming over to me. I usually don't mind but this morning I just wanted to relax. I told her that I didn't want to deal with it right now. I went upstairs to get ready and do laundry. When I was done, I went downstairs to make everyone breakfast. Bob was still not up at 10 am so I wasn't waiting any longer. No one came down to help me until I was already almost done. Meme came down first and was quick to insult me. I was beyond mad but said nothing. Mark took a shower and came down when everyone else was finished. I did the dishes and then decided that I was going to get some sun before the rain came. Meme said something about sitting outside by the pool and I told her that I wanted "me time" and to be alone. She was angry at that. I never got the alone time because Mark came out and decided to smoke a cigar. I told them they could come out back but she said no. I left them alone. I did get to sit outside for about 3 hours. Meme and Bob sat out front and then came inside at some point. I asked her why they didn't come out back. She said because I said I wanted to be alone. I told her I wanted "me time" and as she could see that I didn't get that. She made a statement about not knowing where they could sit anymore. I walked away before I blew up. I was p*ssed at that comment. They have over half this house. They have each a bedroom and a separate living room. They can sit outside. Bob sits outback every freaking day for 6 hours without anyone bothering him. I want one afternoon and everyone thinks I am being rude and mean. Mark and Mom get no privacy at all. We get no alone time. I am so sick of it. I am tired of being told, "hey if you want something, just say it" and when I do I become the worst and meanest person. I am so done with it. We pay all the bills here and they pay nothing at all. It is time they know the boundaries. They get away with way too much and as of today that stops. Yes, as you can tell Tyler, Mom is very angry. I am sick of the lack of respect that Mark and I get. Today is a game changer and instead of saying anything, I am saying it in this letter to get it off my chest. I know if I did say something I would regret it later. My mouth would get me in trouble. I will keep it cool but I don't think they are going to like the new changes. If they don't then they will have to find a different place to live and then they can do whatever they please. Mark and Mom don't ask for much but privacy needs to start happening. It is important for us. Anyways....
The early afternoon was spent outside by the pool. The clouds were out more than the sun but it was nice to just relax. It looked like it was going to rain so we decided to come in. Mom finished the laundry and then Mark helped Mom with some of my studies. We just finished up and it is already after 5 pm. I need to finish this letter up to you and then go feed the pups. Mark is not feeling well at all. He has been sick all afternoon. He says it was the dinner last night but I say he is smoking way too many cigars and his body can't handle it. I think it will be a quiet night. We will have a small dinner and then we will either sit outside for a bit more or we will call it a night and watch TV in the bedroom. Whichever he wants. I am ok with either.
Tomorrow is President's Day so everything is closed. Banks, Post Office, etc... Mark is working and Mom will have a full day to do studies and have hardly any interruptions for the AC guy who is coming to see what is wrong with our AC Unit downstairs. He will be here between 11 am -3 pm. Mom will be working her butt off all day long and Tuesday I have a nail appointment. The rest of the week will be finalizing my projects and then Thursday or Friday will be the final exam. I will be finished with this course...Finally!!!! I still make the dead line before March 12th so I am a happy camper. Mom will let you know what I get for a grade! Wish me luck and be with me so that I can do well on it. I would love to still be on Deans List and graduate with honors! That is my goal. Help me please, Tyler. Thank you my sweet precious son.
Mom has no new updates for you. Aunt Beck is home I guess. Never heard from her but she said they were flying home on Saturday. She will call when she can. This week will be extremely hot. All the days will be 87 degrees except Friday... it will be 66 degrees. I will update you on things as I know of them. Mom needs to get going now though but I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I will light your candle and whisper to you as I always do. Have fun while I get some sleep. Come visit me if you can. I miss you and love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💕
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