Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is doing alright. I have been up since the *ss crack of dawn again. I did manage to get about 6 hours of sleep last night and that felt wonderful. I am hoping for some more tonight. I have been up since 6 am. Mom fed the pups, made coffee and then relaxed for a short bit, then had breakfast and then upstairs I went to get ready so that I could be in my office doing my school work at 10 am. I did pretty good. I was in my office at 10:15 am! Mom did some studies for about 2 hours and then Auntie Kristina called and we chatted for about an hour and then Mom went back to studying until 4 pm. I did it... I finished all my projects, typed them out, and submitted them as of 4:30 pm this afternoon. I hope I did good on them. My grade is a 97 and my GPA is a 4.0 so I don't want to screw that all up. Last 2 things that I need to do is a Course Survey and then my Final Exam. That will be taken tomorrow afternoon at 12 noon. Meme and Bob will be gone for an appointment so it will be very quiet here and that is what I need. Wish me luck, pumpkin! Mom is going to need it as I have not looked at the lessons and text book for 9 months. I hope I do well! Please be with me during that exam and help Mom to stay calm and not stress out about it. Thank you. 
 Mark took a call today from his Boss. Looks like he will be traveling next week for 2 days and then again the following week for 2 days to Chicago. That sucks. I knew that him working remotely would be short-lived. I just hope that his Boss doesn't do this to him a lot now as I know that Mark will not be able to handle it. At least Mom will not be alone. I have Meme and Bob here with me and the pups. That makes me feel better....a lot better. I just hope that somehow, things change and he doesn't have to travel but I think that will be wishful thinking. Mom will keep you posted. I think he will hear back later tonight or as early as tomorrow morning. I pray like crazy that he is safe and that he can handle this. Please be with him if he does have to go, Tyler and please be with us all. Thank you my sweet precious son.
 Mom has had your candle lit and burning next to your picture all day long today. It is my favorite scent...Champagne Toast. I will burn another candle later this evening for you as well. Mom loves the calming vibe that it gives me and I sure need it....lol. Mom will whisper to you later this evening when I go to bed. I sure hope that you have fun tonight while I am sleeping. Hope that you do all the things that you need to do and want to do. 
 Mom needs to get going soon as Ozzy is begging for Mom to go feed them. It is 5 pm so he is right on schedule. Thank heavens it is leftover night as I am in no mood to cook. I am tired and anxious over my school work and Mark having to travel. My stomach is all in knots and I hate it...ugh. I need to relax and calm down. Tonight will be a night of doing just that. Meme and Bob have been going to bed real early every night...6:30 - 7 pm. I am sure tonight will be no different. I think they already ate dinner too but we shall see.
 Thank you so much for the most stunning painting in the sky last night. It took my breath away. I will post a couple pictures on here. I smiled and took lots of photos of it. I don't think there will be much of anything tonight as the sky is very cloudy but that is okay. You worked your tail off. Mom looks to the sky every night to see one of your paintings. I look forward to them. I whisper to you each time too so I hope you hear Mom. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow afternoon after my final exam to tell you what I got on your letter. I hope it is good news. My fingers and toes are crossed....lol
 I need to get going so that I can get dinner going for the pups and Mark and I. I am sorry for the short letter again. I know you understand though. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams. Mom prayers are with everyone on this evening.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💕