Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Mom is doing alright but I am in a lot of pain. Yesterday when I did all that lifting by myself and rearranged my office...well it took a toll on me and my back is killing me today. It started last night and has not gotten any better. Mom should have known better than to do it all but I had no one to help me so I had too. Meme couldn't lift anything because her back ( that is a whole other story I will not get into) and Bob definitely couldn't at all. Since his doctors appointment he has said nothing to any of us. He just sleeps, eat and sits there with his eyes closed or stares at the wall. Anyways... Mom slept for crap last night because I could not get comfortable. Mark was awake because his stomach was giving him problems but the pups slept just fine....lol. 
 Today, we are headed out in a bit to take Meme to lunch for her Birthday. It isn't until Monday but because of it being a work day we will not have a chance to do much so we are celebrating it today as tomorrow will be busy as it is the Superbowl. Mom managed to rearrange a couple things this morning again...no lifting! I did the laundry and I made the bed and got ready. I also spoke to Auntie Kristina. She is having a really hard time with her dad's death. It is finally hitting her hard. Her Mom is not doing all that well either. That tears my heart apart. I told her I was giving her the time and space to relax. I will call her this week to check in though. Sound like she will have a busy week herself. Tonight will be a night of doing nothing at all. It is overcast, cold and raining here today. Mom plans on sitting down after we get home and watching a couple movies and then who knows. Mark will probably play his video game again with his brothers like he did last night. That is getting so damn sickening. He said he wanted our lives to change when we moved but yet he is not willing to tell his brothers that he is not going to play those damn games. Mom is just frustrated with so many things right now it is not funny. I am tired and in pain so that doesn't help much at all. 
 Mom wanted to take the time to write to you now because I knew that after we left and come home that I would not be coming back into my office to do anything until tomorrow. This way I don't have to write you your letter on my phone later. It all works out! I know this won't be a long letter today but I didn't want to go a day without one. Every one is waiting for Mom to leave so I told them to give me a few minutes to finish this up. I know you understand and I don't have to explain anything but Mom always does. 
 I have no updates for you at all as the phones have been so super quiet yesterday and today. That is alright though. Mom will call Grandpa tonight to say hello. I will light your candle downstairs later this afternoon when we get home and I will whisper to you later tonight when I am going to bed. Have fun while Mom gets some sleep tonight. Come visit if you can. Smile for me when you hear my voice and I will be sure to smile to you too. Please watch over us all like I know you do. Thank you for that. It always means so much to me. Continue to fly high and free. I know you are and that you are going so many places and doing so many things. Mom is still so very proud of you. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. I miss you more than words my sweet precious son. Mom needs to get going as Mark just came into my office to see if I was ready. Guess that is my cue to get going. I will be back tomorrow though with another letter. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams later tonight.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!