Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom has been busy yet again all day long and I am just getting to have the chance to write to you. It won't be a long letter again because it is almost 5 pm and the pups will be needing to be fed and walked after. Mom was up early today and I got the pups fed, coffee was made and the pups went for their morning walk. I lounged downstairs for less than an hour before coming upstairs. Mom went through everything that I had for purses and wallets, boxes and bags that my 4 leaf clover could be and I came up with nothing. I went through it all and now I know I have lost it and I am heart broken over this. I had tears the whole time, getting my hopes up and then to have them shattered piece by piece. It must have fallen out in one of my wallets went I went to get something at some point in a store. Mom was really thinking that I would find it and everything would be all better. Why is this happening to Mom? It is just not a charm for a necklace. It has your ashes in it. I am crushed over all this but I am hoping that some day it will just magically appear for me. Please continue to guide me to where it might be. Thank you my sweet precious son.

 Mom spent the 2nd whole day working on her studies. I have one more research to do tomorrow and then type everything out again that I found today and then I will be officially done 1-4 and only have the last one to do and then it is my final exam. I am looking at early next week for that and this course will be completed. It is a very hot day out there today. It is 87 degrees and tomorrow and Thursday will be the same. Friday it will be in the 70's and rain. It is good days to do my school work as it is way too hot to do anything outside. Mom is planning on a repeat tomorrow as well. 

 Last night, Mark went back into the woods looking for little Luna. He was out for a long time so Mom went looking for him. We got home at 6:30 pm. we came inside and Mom made dinner and called Grandpa back. We were helping him with his computer again. We finally got all that done around 7:45 pm. We went upstairs and called it a night. We watched TV for a bit and lights were out at 10 pm. Meme was putting something together that she purchased and I don't know what happened but her and Bob were arguing. Mark had to run to see what was going on. I don't know what is going on with Bob's temper lately but his bipolar is showing big time. He had another outburst today. This time it was out front of the house for all the neighbors to hear. Mom flew down those stairs to see what was going on. Mark and Mom bought 5 chairs on Sunday and he broke one of the ones in the front and also one of the ones in the back. He is too heavy for them. He doesn't care though. No one is impressed with him right now. I told Meme that if his temper continues then something will have to be done as I will not tolerated it at all. She agreed with me. Guess we shall see how things go in the next couple of days. Lord help us all. 

 Tonight will be a relaxing night. We will have dinner and then Mark and Mom will be doing whatever. I know it will be nothing with Meme and Bob though. Space is what is needed. Mom got a message earlier that said that little Luna and her owners were reunited this afternoon. She was missing for 53 hours. She was found at the end of our road. Looked to appear that she was trying to find her way home. Mom is relieved that she is not out in the woods with all the wildlife here. She is a trooper that is for sure. Mom had tears in her eyes when I read it. Power of prayer works for sure! I thank you and all the Angels for hearing all our prayers for them.

 Mom will be calling Grandpa this evening just to check in. That will be it. My eyes are tired from studying so I think I will be just sitting outside and spending quality time with Mark if that is what he wants. He is not in the greatest of moods either. He has been snappy all day long. Maybe it is the weather, who knows. What I do know is that I miss you more than words can say. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will light your candle later. I will whisper to you later tonight as well. Smile for me and I will smile back to you. Have fun tonight while I sleep. Come visit me in my dreams too. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you but for now it is time for the night routine to start. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.

 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!