Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is going to write to you briefly as it is almost 5 pm and you know what time that is for the pups and us. The weather is looking a bit sketchy as well. It said we might get a thunderstorm and I thing they are right. The clouds are moving in and the sky is gray. Looks omnious outside right now. 
 Today, has been a busy day again for us all. Mark has been working since the crack of dawn and Mom has been up since 7 am. Fed the pups, they had their walk, I gave them both baths, did laundry, got ready and then made breakfast and headed straight to my office. All that was done by 9 am. Meme went to the post office, she did a few other things. Mopped the floors for me and swept outside. Bob...well he did his usual. Nothing but sit outside and say nothing. I guess it will be early to bed for them both as he has a doctors appointment tomorrow morning. Mark and Mom went for a nice walk earlier with the pups and then we have been cleaning the pool all day long. Mom scrubbed the sides of it and it is starting to shape up, finally. I also have been doing school work all day long. I took some breaks in between just to keep sane. I am almost done with my projects and then it is to upload them all and the next step is the final exam next week. I think I will be ready by Tuesday! I still have 2 weeks left. There is a time crunch but I have done so well in the last 3 days that I feel great about it all. No matter what I get on these projects or final exam, Mom knows that I will pass the entire course so I am happy about that! Tomorrow I will be working on my case study 4 and then 5. Friday I will be not doing any of it as I have a hair appointment to go to and I will be there all afternoon. It will be a break that I need though. I look forward to it. Mom hasn't gone anywhere at all this week so it will be nice to get out. 
 This Friday is also Valentine's Day. Yesterday was your Dad's Birthday. I wonder if you sent him a sign. I wished him a Happy Birthday but nothing elaborate as he doesn't talk to me anymore and hasn't for a few years now. What is new right? He seems to be very busy living in one state away from Amy and the kids and riding his Harley and drinking at every bar he can. Kind of sad but it is his life and he can do what he wants. I wish him no ill and I hope he is happy. 
 Mom chatted with Chris Amos today on line. I also heard back from Marion after I sent her a message 3 days ago. It was short and she didn't say much. She doesn't talk to me hardly ever. Charlie doesn't talk to me at all anymore. Oh well. His loss. I know there will be a day that he will want to and I won't make the time. Friends just don't do that and I am tired of being walked all over. They are headed on a cruise this weekend coming. They will be spending 1 day in Orlando...just 20 minutes from us and they didn't even want to get together. That speaks volumes to Mom. They don't bother with me anymore and I don't bother with them. It is back to if I want to see how they are, I have to message them first. Nope...not doing that again. I got burned by that once already. Not ever again. Mom doesn't talk to anyone really. Grandpa, Aunt Beck, Auntie Kristina and that is about it. I will make new friends soon and I will be happy. You may see me sad a lot of the time but I am okay. I just miss you so much. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Just always know that, Tyler. You are my sweet precious son and the bright shining star that helps guide my path. Never stop, please. Thank you. 
 Mom has had a candle burning right next to your picture all day long. I will light one later as well. I will whisper to you tonight so smile for me and I will smile to you. Have fun while I get some sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now, Mom has to go feed the pups and get dinner going for Mark and I. I think Meme and Bob already ate. They are being quiet right now. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💗

PS  Thank you for the stunning painting in the sky last night! Wow is all I can say xoxoxo