Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday evening? Mom is doing alright but I am tired, hot and cranky if I am being completely honest. The whole day has been nothing but a shit show here. Mom went to bed after midnight just to be up at 7 am this morning. Meme has been cranky all day and Mom is losing her patience over it all. She has been just down right rude and full of mean things to say to me all day long. It started this morning when she didn't get her way and she was basically p*ssed off. I told her I was not going to take her where she wanted to go. She would have to do it herself. There was no reason to why she wouldn't other than her giving excuses and Mom is not dealing with that anymore. The way she got back at Mom was being mean and putting me down. She said that she didn't like the color of my high light on my hair, then it was my dress and that it wasn't flattering on me, then it was about my driving, she said that I needed a hair cut and I told her no. She said more means things and I basically told her it was my hair and the hair dresser said it was healthy and fine. She didn't like that at all. Then after my hair appointment she continued to cut me down saying that I ate too much junk food. I had it right there. I told her she is constantly eating junk food all day and all night and I hardly ever eat it and even if I did it was during the day and I walk and exercise more than she does. Mom was very angry at that point. I was glad to be home and away from everyone. It is not okay for anyone to be mean like that. there is a ton of stuff Mom could say but I choose not too and I say nothing. I do not deserve that at all. If that is the way she is going to be, then she will have to be finding another place to live because I will not tolerate it at all! I am sorry that I am writing this on my letter to you but I somehow know that you understand what I am upset about because you have been seeing it and hearing it all day. I know it doesn't make you happy either. Just know that I know the truth and what I do and don't do so no words of hers will hurt me at all. They may make me angry but I do get over it. She needs to understand that she has to go do things herself and that I am not her driver everywhere. she doesn't want to drive on the interstate then she finds something local where she can drive. I have things to do and I am going to do them. She will be angry but she will eventually get over it. When we all moved here it was told that her and Bob would have their life and Mark and I would have ours but that hasn't happened yet and it will be after today. Lots of changes will be happening. Anyways.....
 Before Mom went to her hair appointment, I had to go to the grocery store. what a zoo that was. OMG.... there were so many people there. All the hand soap, toilet paper, paper products were gone off the shelves. It was crazy. No more bottled water either. Mom went to 4 places and everything was about the same. I did manage to get a few things but dang.... this coronavirus is getting bad. All cruise ships have docked, all planes will be stopped, no trains, etc... will be running either. The only transportation will be by car and I think that will be stopping soon too. All proms, graduations, sporting events...even pro sports, concerts, theme parks, etc.... have shut down until further notice. They have already quarantined Italy and places in Europe and it will be happening here in the United States as well. They are strongly advising that everyone stays home unless they have to go out and if they do, make it a quick trip, don't touch your face and wash wash wash your hands. All schools are closed as well. Doctors, nurses, etc... are working around the clock and hospitals are running out of space for all the patients that are ill. This whole thing is heart breaking and Mom is praying every day for every one around the world. I hope there is a cure soon and that everything gets back to the normal that we all know. Please keep us all safe and healthy pumpkin. Thank you so much. Mom will keep you posted on  all this as I know of things. 
 I have no updates for you at all from our family. Grandpa and Debbie are safe at home but that is all I know. I hear from no one ever. I stick to myself these days and Mom is sick of the one to only be calling everyone. That stopped this week. I will not do it all. Everyone says they are busy...well so am I. No more Mrs. nice girl! if I have updates, I will let you know. 
 Right now it is after 5 pm and Mom needs to go fed the pups and then make dinner for Mark and I. I have no clue what to have but I will think of something...lol. Tonight will be an early night for me. I hope I get some good sleep because I need it. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I know you are busy helping all the sick children and adults around the world. I am so proud of you! Be safe and continue to fly high and free. Mom will light a candle for you later and I will whisper to you before I go to bed. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you. I miss you and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the would. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams later, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤