Friday, March 6, 2020

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? It is 3:40 pm and Mom has been straight out all day today. I was up at the usual time of 7 am. I fed the pups, got coffee for Mark and then the pups went for their walk. I didn't stay downstairs all that long as I wanted to get going and start the day. I did stay and chat with Meme for a bit but maybe an hour at the most. Mom was showered, dressed, bed made all before 10 am. I went and made myself something to eat, looked at the mail that I got and a couple packages and then I went straight into the office to start the studies. Mom actually did a few things before hand and made a couple calls and then it was study time. I did indeed start my class. I have about 10 pages of notes and I am ready to take my first exam on Monday. I was going to try and do it today but this dang internet keeps dropping signal and I was fed up. we have a couple of WiFi extenders coming and we are hoping that will help us out cuz if not we will have to do something else again. We can't have the signal dropping constantly while Mark is working and Mom is studying. I decided that where I left off was good. My mind is fried right now so it was a good time to write to you and relax for a bit! Mom has had a candle burning for you all day long in her office. It is a new candle. It is called Strawberry Pound Cake. I thought it would have a heavier smell to it but it has very little smell at all which is weird. I am a bit disappointed. Anyways... I will light another one later this evening while we are watching TV. That is what I do now for you. 1 during the day and 1 during the evening hours before bed. It is like a candle is always burning bright for you to see. 
 Last night was nice. Mom made dinner for Mark and I and then did the dishes. We took the pups for a nice walk and then afterwards we came upstairs and crawled into bed. We watched an old 1951 movie called " An American in Paris". I loved it! That didn't get over until 9 pm. After that Mom got ready for bed and Mark watched a bit more Tv before calling it a night. No rain or thunderstorms at all last night which was a great thing but Mom didn't sleep well. I had a lot of dreams and dreams that I don't really understand. I will spare the details but it was all about people in my past. I don't know why I keep dreaming about them all but I do and it isn't every once in awhile it is often. I really need to pay attention to this and try and figure what the meaning of it is all about. 
 The weather today is 75 and sunny. Little winds but a beautiful day all around. Tonight will be a good night to sleep as the temps dip down and the weekend is much cooler. every one will be going to bed early tonight as we will be on the road around 8;15 am heading to Epcot for the day. It opend at 9 am so we want to get a good parking space! I think Mom will cook dinner, do the dishes, take the pups for a long walk and then draw myself a hot bubble bath, relax with a glass of wine and then crawl into bed and watch a bit of TV and then hit the hay. I am hoping the bath and wine will relax me enough to get a good night sleep. Mom will be getting everything all set for tomorrow out tonight so that all I have to do is get up, feed the pups, walk them and then jump in the shower. Should be easy enough! Mom is looking forward to going back to see the Garden and Flower Festival. We have been there many times before but they change it up year after year. I have pictures of us there. I cherish all the pictures I have of you my sweet precious son. Mom misses you every minute of every hour of every day. Time does not make it easier at all. My heart is permanently broken. I know you see me sad a lot but please know I will be okay. I miss you more than words can say. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. I will whisper to you later this evening. Smile for me and I will smile to you. Mom is not sure if I will get the chance to write to you tomorrow or not. It depends on when we get home and how tired I am. If I don't write then I will be sure to write to you on Sunday and tell you all about our day out. Mom will be thinking of you all day and I will be talking about you too. I always do.
 I have no updates for you at all. The phone is quiet and no one has called. I will touch base with everyone on Sunday and update you then. It is already 4 pm. Time for Mom to get the night routine stuff started. Pups need to be fed and I need to figure out what is for dinner. Have fun tonight while Mom gets some sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Continue to watch over us and keep us safe, healthy and happy. Continue to fly high and free pumpkin. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams later. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖  

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