Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. I am so sorry that I didn't get the chance to write to you yesterday at all but boy it was a sh*t show right from the get go here. We got up at the usual time, fed the pups and they went for their walk. We relaxed downstairs for a bit before coming upstairs to start the day. Mom came right in and started on her CEUs. I had several webinars to listen to. I needed to get them all finished for today so I started them at 8 am. Mom took a break midday so that I could take a shower and get ready. I stayed in my office until 6 pm last night. I got it all done and then went down and fed the pups, made dinner and took them for a walk. After all that was done we sat outside by the pool for a bit to get some fresh air. we came upstairs around 8:30 pm and we sat and talked to Meme for a bit and called it a night at 9 pm. We watched tv for an hour and then Mom was tired. I played a game for 30 minutes before saying I was laying down to go to bed. I have no excuse for not writing. I was just tired and it was crazy busy. We are day 2 on lockdown here. No one can go out, drive without papers and nothing is open. We can go for walks, sit by the pool but that is about it. We are in this for then next 2 weeks...until April 9th. The news had stated that we are now the top country with the positive cases of the Coronavirus. We are 7th country with the most deaths from the virus as well. People are not staying home. NH's Governor did a breaking news yesterday that there was a Stay at Home Order in effect starting tonight for them and it goes until May 4th. All schools are done for the remainder of the year and there will be no Proms, Graduations of any kind now. Mom will be missing out on her graduation from college. Many Seniors miss out on theirs as well. It is a milestone that they have worked so hard for but to keep others safe this all has to be done. I just want this how whole thing to start going in the positive direction. They said this would be the worst week and boy they were right. The numbers would climb, more cases coming out, more deaths. Mark and Mom are being strong for Meme. She is now getting scared at it all when a couple days ago she didn't care. It is more real to her. She made a call yesterday and the lady told her that if she is driving on the roads and the police pull her over she is just to tell them why and they will let her go. If others are on the road for no reason they will get a ticket and could face jail time. This sh*t is real. No one is screwing around with it anymore. This is a scary time here in the physical world. As much as Mom would want you here, Tyler and you know how much that is because I say it all the time, Mom is glad you do not have to deal with this. Mom would be so scared, more than I am right now. I would be worried sick about anyone being around you, touching you, etc... I would be a crazy person! Mom had to sit down and tell Meme that she couldn't go out at all to the stores or drive, etc... she is having the hardest time with that for some reason. She just doesn't understand it completely. Mark and Mom are cool with it because we have done this so many times on our own so it is no big deal to us. we can stay home for weeks and not care! Bob is really making me so angry. He doesn't care about anything. He burps, farts, coughs, sneezes and doesn't cover his mouth, wash his hands, etc... Mom spoke up and said something today when he did it. He didn't even give two sh*ts about anything. I told Meme...he keeps it up and he will be confined to one room and that is it. He doesn't want to do what we all have to do then he can stay in company with himself. Neither Mark or I want to be around him at all. I don't know what his issue is lately but he is getting really bad. My patience are gone with him. when I spoke to Meme about it earlier she said..." Sheri, he is just like a child" I responded with a child knows to cover their mouth and if not you tell them to and they do it. You tell Bob to do it and he ignores you and still doesn't do it. I know that made her angry but it is the truth. we can't have 3 people in this house do what we need to do and then one person who doesn't care at all. Not happening. Please help me Tyler with my patience with this situation. I need it. I admit it. I don't know what to do anymore. Thank you.
 It is already going on 4 pm. Mom needs to get going so that I can prep things for dinner tonight. I have a bit to make so I have to start soon. I know you are really busy pumpkin doing everything that is needed of you but if you have time, come visit Mom in my dreams please. Thank you. Keep watching over us like I know you are. It means everything to Mom right now and always really. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. It is Saturday and there are no plans at all. It will be above 95 degrees so we will be out by the pool for a bit and then grilling for dinner both Saturday and Sunday. I will lit a candle later this evening and I will whisper to you tonight before I go to bed. I love you more than anything. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. You will forever live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Continue to do great things wherever you are. Fly high and free, Tyler. I miss you beyond words. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤