Sunday, March 29, 2020

Dear Tyler, 

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom is doing alright tonight. This letter is going to be short as we are getting ready to skype with Tubal and Karen. We haven't done that in over 5 months. I wanted to at least write to you instead of missing a night. After the skype call, Mom will be calling Grandpa to see how they are doing. I think that they are doing okay but I still want to check in. We are doing ok. Meme is getting really depressed. She is snapping left and right. She is angry that she can't leave the house to go to the bank, the post office, the stores. I tried talking to her about it but she snapped at me so I told her to not take it out on me and I stopped talking to her altogether.  Mom is trying to get them to do stuff. Go for walks, swim, play cards, games, etc... but she keeps saying no. Bob just wants to play his video game all day long and only breaks to eat lunch and dinner and then to sleep. He yells and screams at the game like a child. Mom shuts the door so I don't have to hear it. Mark and Mom stay busy through the day. I don't know how to help Meme at all. If you can guide me in the right direction I could use your help my sweet precious son. I am just at a loss right now. I don't want this to spiral out of control. Thank you pumpkin. 
 Mom did a few things today. I cleaned and rearranged the pantry, refrigerator and freezer plus the hall closet upstairs. Then I took a shower and headed out to the pool. I swam for about an hour, sat in the sun and dried off and then sat in the shade the rest of the time. Mark and I made dinner, fed the pups and then took them for their night walk. Now everyone is doing their own thing. Bob is playing his game still. Meme is in her room, knitting and watching a movie on tv, Mark is playing a video game and the pups are passed out on the bed. They were outside with us all afternoon. We even got them in the water. They were cute doing the doggie paddle. They got cooled off and then laid on their cushions. Mom needs to get going though as we need to Skype with the other set of parents. Please continue to watch over us all. The Coronavirus is not getting any better, it is getting worse. More positive cases and death tolls keep raising hourly. It is getting scarier here. The President said that the death tolls will peak in 2 weeks. My heart breaks for anyone who is diagnosed with the virus and also the ones who have lost their lives and their families who are grieving. Mom is praying all the time for us all. Our family, our country, the entire world. I have your candle lit right now. I hope you are able to see it burning bright for you. I will whisper to you later this evening so smile for me and I will smile back to you. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you during the day. Have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart,mind,body and soul. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams, Tyler. I miss you more than words.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🥰

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