Thursday, March 5, 2020

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. Boy today has flown right by as Mom has been super busy all day. I was up at 7 am and I fed the pups, made coffee, pups walk was done for the morning and then I sat and chatted with Meme for a bit and then headed upstairs as Mark told me that Ozzy was sick and he needed help cleaning it. I got that all taken care of and then I made the bed, jumped in the shower and got ready. I was finished and ready for breakfast at 9:15 am. Mom made Mark and I something to eat and then we both went into our offices and my day officially started. I have all intentions of starting my new class but that didn't happen...ugh! I do have great news though. Mom logged into her account for the Event Planning course that I just finished and I got a final grade of 95.4 and a 4.0 GPA. I am graduating with Honors. Mom is so happy about this. I am over the moon. I loved that course and I know I am good at it! Now I just need to find some place to hire me so I can get paid for it...lol. I know the right one will come along for me. I have patience for that! Tomorrow I plan on starting my new class. I do have to go grocery shopping in the morning but that is it. The rest of the day is devoted to the first lesson. I am excited to start it. I just have had so much going on these last 2 weeks that I haven't been able to. Today, Mom had to pay our weekly bills online and then that led to 2 phone calls and then 2 more calls and before I knew it, it was after 2pm. Now it is 4:16 pm. Mom finally finished all of that and then did the garbage and vacuumed the entire house while Meme and Bob were gone. Mom is still watching Ozzy as he is still sick...poor little guy. Mom will be watching him closely all night long. He is sleeping right now so I am able to write to you. Princess is looking out the window and watching whatever...lol. Now she is growling at something. She is too funny. She is really starting to show her age..15 years young for her. She still has a lot of pep but she is getting so white. Mom keeps telling her to slow down as I know where it will be leading and I am not ready for that at all. Mom is so happy that she is with us and has been now for 5 years. She knows love which she never did before. She has gotten to have toys, treats, walks, etc... that she didn't get before. For that I am so grateful and I know when it is her time to leave she will have had the best life in the last several years and not the life we got her from. It is sad for Mom to think about so for now I will not. I will enjoy this sweetie pie that I have with me right now!
 Holy Hannah Banana it is hot outside today. It is 93 degrees and so humid! The wind is up as well...20+ mph and I think we will be getting so rain later this evening. I hope there won't be a thunderstorm to keep the pups up but who knows. We will deal with that if it happens. Friday will be 70 degrees and the weekend will be 68 degrees. That is almost a 30 degree decrease but we will take it as we won't be getting that much more until October again...lol. 
 Tonight will be all about making dinner, taking the pups for a walk and then eating, cleaning up and then watching a movie with everyone. Then to bed we will go. Mom is hoping that we all get some sleep and that Ozzy feels better and neither of them get scared with the rain. If so, Mom will turn the tv on and watch something until they calm down. I will let Mark sleep. I sure hope you have fun tonight doing everything that you need to do and want to do. Continue to spread those wings and fly high and free. I know you are learning so much and you are doing wonderful things. Mom is so proud of you. I miss you bunches though. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You will always be my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom has had the candle lit for you all afternoon. I will have another lit later as well. I will whisper to you tonight before I go to bed so listen for my voice and smile when you hear it. I will smile to you, pumpkin. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. 
 Mom is continuing the prayers to all the ones in Tennessee from the tornado but also I pray to anyone out there that may need it. I say my prayers ever night and I thank God for every morning. That is a ritual that I do. I will continue as I know the power of prayer is wonderful and it works. Mom wants to also thank everyone who continues to read my letters to you daily. As of today I have posted 8,966 pictures and letters to you on here. I have people who have followed me from day one and people from all over the world. That makes my heart smile. I continue these letters to stay close to you and if I can help others that are going through the same thing as me, then I am glad. Grieve is difficult and we all grieve differently. Mom will grieve losing you for the rest of my life. You were my everything when you were here with me and you still are my everything. 
 Mom has to get going now though and feed the pups and take them for their walk. After I need to make dinner for us all. Continue to watch over us and keep us healthy and safe. Thank you my sweet precious son. I love you with all my heart and soul. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams later.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖

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