Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing okay but again the time has escaped me. I am so sorry that I didn't write to you yesterday. Mom was up early...like 5 am early and I did all kinds of things before it was time to feed the pups and walk them. Then I came right upstairs to start curating one of my boxes as I needed to take pictures of it for the website. i did that and then found myself stripping plastic off everything and stickers and tags and before I knew it, it was after 11 am. Mom needed to shower and get ready for my nail appointment. I had to run a couple errands before hand so I had to leave early. Glad I did because right when I started to drive we got hit with a really bad thunderstorm. The rain was so heavy that you could not see a dang thing in front of you or on either side. Mom was driving 20 mph and that was too fast in that rain. It was awful. Meme was with me and she was so scared. I stayed calm for us both. We made it there safely and on our return drive home it rained for a bit but that was it. I was super glad to get back though. I headed right back upstairs and I continued to work on what I was doing before. I was able to get all the pictures taken and then uploaded them to the website. I hit the button to approve it around 5:30 pm. It was indeed approved within 1 hour. Poor Mark. I don't think that he is used to Mom working all crazy hours. We have not had a decent meal in the last 2 weeks and not before 7 pm either. The pups are getting fed later as well. I don't think they are minding as much though....lol. Mom never got done eating and doing the dishes until after 8 pm. I was beat and watched tv for a short bit and then called it a night. I slept soundly until 5 am this morning and then I was wide awake. I stayed in bed this morning though until 7 am and then got up to feed the pups and walk them. I stayed downstairs for a bit before coming up to start the day. I have been in my office all morning, noon and now still. Everyone has been pretty quiet. I haven't heard anything from mark in over 3 hours. Meme and Bob are downstairs awaiting for us to go make dinner. we are grilling tonight. Hamburgers and hotdogs with fries. Simple and easy but we will be eating before 6 pm. That will be a nice change. Mom is exhausted again tonight but I wanted to write to you. I hate missing a letter to you during the week. I think of you all the time and talk to you and about you multiple times during the day and night. Next week would have been your 30th Birthday. mark asked if I wanted to do something to honor you. I thought that was so sweet. It brought a tear to my eye. I said I would think about it. I know we will have your favorite food. I can't send balloons to you anymore as they are illegal down here. I will send pictures of balloons to you on here though. Mom will honor you in some way though. I promise. I hope you smile and you send me a sign on that day to tell me that you are near me. I will be looking and watching for them. 
 Tonight will be all about relaxing so that I can shut my mind off and get some sleep. My mind is going a mile a minute these days. I can't believe that I did it. I launched my box business! It is official today! Now I just need subscribers. Tomorrow Mom will be working on a social media page for the business. I also need to do a few extra things and then over the weekend I will be curating the rest of the boxes to get them ready to ship out to clients when they sign up. They won't have to wait! Mom is trying to get and stay ahead of the game. I have everything on paper that I want in the next box in October so all I have to do is purchase it all and then wait for it. I am proud of myself for sure. This is not easy to do but I will get the hang of it. I know you are with me to so that helps. Thank you my sweet precious son. I miss you more than words can say or express. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will light your candle this evening. I have had the aroma burner on all day as well. I will whisper to you before I go to bed. Smile for me and I will smile back. Have fun tonight while I sleep. Come visit me again if you can. I know you did last night. Thank you for that! Please continue to keep us safe and healthy. The Covid numbers are still increasing daily and the Governor will not shut us down...not sure why but I am sure it is a political thing not to mention it is all about money too. Pretty sad but that is the way the world works now....Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I need to go now so that I can be downstairs to cook dinner by 5 pm. I have 12 minutes to do this...lol! until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams pumpkin.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖