Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Saturday evening? Mom just wanted to write to you quickly to wish you a Happy 4th of July in heaven. I couldn't not write to you today. It was one of our favorite holidays together. I miss watching the fireworks with you. This year makes the 8 one without you 😢
The day sucked for Mom. No one is talking to anyone. Mark has been in his office all day. Meme and Bob were all over the place with Rocky but are staying away from Ozzy. That I don't blame them at all but Meme is treating Rocky like a baby. She us ignoring Princess and Ozzy and is expecting them to just not go near them qhen they are around. This quote scenario is not working. I told Meme that and she is not getting it at all. Mom told her they needed to find their own place. I don't think she believed me. I said it multiple times yesterday and gain today. Oh.... I just realized that you don't know what I am talking about.. .last night Mom was drying off from the pool. I was sitting listening to music and had my eyes closed. Didn't even know that Rockyvwas near me and Ozzy attacked him. Rocky had to go to the vets because Ozzy bit his mouth and nose several times. Mom was so angry because everyone blamed me for it. Meme and Bob were not watching him. Mark was doing whatever and I got blamed. Mom was so p*she'd off that I lost it, Ty. I was yelling and screaming at everyone. I had had it. I got told if I didn't stop yelling then I would have the cops called on me. Meme and Bob took the dog to the vet and Mom went to the bedroom for the rest of the night with Ozzy. I watched tv and then fell asleep around 11 pm after the fireworks stopped.
So now you see why no one is talking to anyone. Every one is fighting with each other. Another holiday ruined. Nothing new ever! Mom spent the day by the pool and went in a few times and tgen sat in the sun until 3 pm when we got a huge thunderstorm. It is still going on right now. Both the pups are quiet. P is with Mark and Oz is with me. Tonight will not be fun. Fireworks have already started. Cops have been called in this place several times already. This place is a disaster area. It sucks and I hate it. Don't think there will be much sleep tonight as I am sure that renters will yet again light fireworks off until wee hours of the morning.
Anyways.....that is what has happened in the last 24 hours here. Nothing good at all. No enjoyment like it should have been. No bbqs either. Another sh*tty 4th for Mom. The weather matches my mood. I sure hope that you are having fun. I bet the colors are amazing where you are. Enjoy it for the both of us my sweet precious son. Mom will light a candle later for you. I will whisper to you before I go to bed. Smile for me and I will smile to you. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Please be with me and continue to watch over me. Thank you. I need to go and try to feed the pups now. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💙🤍❤
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