Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! Hope are you doing on this Tuesday late afternoon? It is 3:45 pm already. This day just flew by! Mom got to bed around 10 pm last night and was woken up at 11:30 pm when Mark got home from teaching at the college. He turned on all the lights in the closet and bathroom. After that I could not get back to sleep for at least an hour or so. Once again, I got about 5 hours of sleep total and that's it. Not much but at least more than the other couple nights. Mom was up at 7 am and the pups were fed and walked and then I headed right upstairs to get ready as I had to leave at 9:15 to to go my appointment. I was right on time. I got there at 9:45 am and I went right in. I left my appointment at 12:05 pm and got home at 12:30 pm. One hour before the 2 showings that we had today. I was able to send a few emails and make a call before it all started. Everyone...the realtors and the folks looking were all so pleasant and super nice. I had a great conversation with one couple. They were really funny. Maybe something great will come out of this. Mom has her fingers crossed for it and I still continue to pray to St Joseph. I pray to all of you. Maybe today or tomorrow will be the day that we get an offer. I am trying to stay positive! Mom will keep you posted about all this!

Everything else here is still all messed up. Meme is not really talking....very little and maybe a word or two and that is it. Bob never does. Mark isn't talking to Mom at all. He is very angry at me. Yesterday, he expected to take my vehicle to the college. I told him he was sadly mistaken on that. He assumed and never asked me at all. I asked him if he actually thought I was going to let him take my vehicle when he chose the college over me? NOT!!!! I told him he was bold in thinking that. he ended up getting a driver. He was not impressed. He still isn't. He may think that I am being a mean person but what he needs to see is that I meant what I said. I am sticking to it. I have to. I am tired of being pushed to the side, not being heard, or not taken seriously. I don't know what is going to go on from here but Mark said we would talk after dinner tonight. We shall see later... stay tuned on tomorrows letter!

The weather here is nasty. It is damp, rainy and just overcast. The rest of the country is having severe cold weather, many are without power, snow, sleet and ice in the mix too. I guess we are suppose to have major thunderstorms again this evening. I hope they are earlier than later. It would be super nice to get at least a full nights sleep tonight! I think that Mom will take a bubbles bath this evening to relax and unwind. There is so much going on with everyone being at each others throat, the house, the showings, the jobs, school, the business, etc... that Mom is stressed out to the max! Maybe a glass of wine will help too tonight! I do know that lights will be out early! Tomorrow I have nothing to do or no where to go so my butt is in my office and working on my projects. I hope to at least get half done. I have 8 days left and that is it. Mom sure hopes that you are able to do all that you need to do and also I hope you get to do all that you want to do. Have fun while I sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Please continue to watch over us. Keep us safe and healthy. Thank you my sweet precious son. I have a candle burning for you right now. I will light the warmer later too. Be sure to be listening out for my voice later when I whisper to you before I fall asleep. Smile for me and I will smile for you. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter. It is after 4 pm now. I have just a bit of time to finish things up before I have to feed the pups, walk them and then get dinner going for us. I hope you always know that I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are mom's hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams, pumpkin.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖