Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! Howa re you doing on this Monday afternoon?  Mom is doing alright after having a very rough morning...I will explain in a bit. The weather today is gray and cloudy. The wind is whipping too. Just a blah day...lol

Last night, Mark and Mom stayed downstairs until after 7 pm. Our groceries were delivered and I put them away. I am not sure what is going on but my stomach doesn't like me when I have food. I was sick to my stomach again last night. Mark wasn't feeling well either. We went upstairs around 7:30 pm. We crawled into bed and we watched tv for a bit. Lights and tv were off at 10 pm. Mom slept good for the first 2 hours. Around 1 am I woke up to Ozzy and Princess shaking. It was raining so hard here and the wind was just whipping so badly. Mark and Mom stayed awake with them to help calm them down. We finally fell back to sleep and around 3 am we got another rain storm. This one was even worse. We were awake again. I got up to go to the bathroom and when I came back, Ozzy had gotten sick all over the carpet and the bed sheets. Mom cleaned that all up and then laid back down. At this point it was after 4 am and I was wide awake. It took me some time to get back to sleep but I managed to get a couple hours. Poor Mark... he was suppose to drive to his office today but after the morning we had he decided against it and he stayed home. He has been on the phone all day today. He is exhausted and he has to teach his college class tonight from 6:30 pm to 9:30 pm. Mom will make a quick dinner and then come upstairs with the pups. I will watch a movie or 2 while he is teaching. I am sure we both will be sleeping and in bed by 10 pm. Tomorrow Mom and Meme have to go to our nail appointments. It has been a month since we have been. Mom will get up early and do her toe nails and then get ready. We will be leaving around 10:30 am to go run some errands and then head to the appointment. We will be back by 2 pm or so. We have a showing tomorrow at 4:30 pm so Mom will have time to get things cleaned up before they arrive. Then after the showing it will be time to feed the pups and make dinner for us. Time is escaping me these days with everything going on. I hope that our house sells and fast. We are mentally prepared to move...we just have to physically pack...lol. Mom will make sure that I light the candle warmer this evening for you and I will also whisper to you before I fall asleep. Smile for me and I will smile back to you. 

Mom is sure that you are doing amazing things wherever you are. I have always been proud of you and I still am proud even though I can't see you anymore. I know you are doing all the things you need to do and want to do. Continue to spread those wings and fly high and free. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. You forever live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. 

Mom was able to accomplish a few things today. I had to order a couple personal items for myself and then I made the cards out for my boxes and printed the papers out that I needed to for them as well. I was hoping to get things taped up and labels on but that is not going to happen until this Thursday and boxes will ship out Friday now as I still have not gotten paid for them. Messes me up but after tomorrow.... on Wednesday I will be starting my class back up. Hopefully I can get a lot done on that day. I know you are with me every step of the way still. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom has to go for now as I still need to do a few things and time is getting late. I will try to write to you tomorrow if I have time inbetween the errands and appointments plus the showings. If I do write it will be a quick one later in the evening. 

Please continue to watch over Mom and all of us. Keep Grandpa and our families safe during the storm that they are getting today into tomorrow. Keep us healthy and safe. Thank you, pumpkin! Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams. I miss you more than words can say.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖