Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. I am so angry right now. I wrote you this long letter and the internet went down and I lost the entire thing. I was writing to you inbetween showings today and now we have one coming up in 10 minutes. I guess that just goes with my mood today. I am just not in a great mood. The weather has been thunderstorms and crappy and we are going to get them from 1 am until 5 pm tomorrow so Mom will not get any sleep because of the pups. Mark is in a shitty mood today because he is tired from the week. We got into it already. I told him that I was not going to take the wrath from him because he doesn't want to be honest with himself and tell the college it is too much for him. He is going to continue with it. I told him not to take it out on me because that was not my fault. He got pissed at Mom and he walked away like a child. I am so done with that kind of behavior. He is a grown man and he needs to act like one. 

We had a showing that was suppose to be at 11:45 am but they were late and got here at 12:05 pm. It was the worst one by far. It was not a pleasant experience. They realtor was rude and not professional at all. The lady didn't even walk upstairs with the man. The man was rude when he was leaving and they were sitting all over the furniture...which is a big no no due to Covid restrictions. They were here for about 10 minutes and it was a huge waste of our time. We have another showing at 2:30 pm. I guess these folks are here for a weekend and they are preapproved. They are looking for an investment property. They are looking at 4 homes and deciding which they like best. We have a 25% chance so we are hoping this will be the one who will make an offer. We buried the statue this morning and Mom said a prayer to St. Joseph. I sure hope it brings us good luck. We need to get out of here and soon. The houses are all filled up now and it is noisy. Mom can't take much more of this crap. Wish us luck on this one and anything that you can do to help us out would be great. Thanks pumpkin.

Well, tomorrow is Valentines Day. Mark and Mom were going to go out but that won't be happening at all. The weather will be preventing that. Mom remembers all the times that we got to spend together. I still have the pictures of those beautiful roses that you gave me and the pictures of us. Mom was so surprised. I miss those times. I miss what could have been for you and for Mom. I miss your face, your smile, your laugh, your voice.. I just miss everything about you. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. 

It has been about 4 hours since I started the letter to you and I had to break to do the showing. This one went well. The realtor and the couple were very friendly. It was nice chatting with them about different things. They stayed for about 20 minutes and then left. They asked Mom some questions. I thought it was nice. They would be perfect for this area. They would fit right in. They are a husband and wife and 7 children...all boys! I sure hope they liked our house enough to put an offer in. Our fingers are all crossed for this one. Mom prays to you, God and all the Angels above every day and night to help us sell this home and for us to find the right one for us. I pray about many things, just not that. Mom will keep you posted on everything. Oh btw... Mark is in a better mood after this 2nd showing. Don't know what snapped him but things were better. The rain looks like we may get some around 3 am and then off and on until around 12 noon and then after that it looks ok. Cloudy and 80 degrees. 

Mom is going to finish this letter up to you and then go relax for the evening. I want to get as much rest as I can just incase the weather pattern changes again. I will light the warmer like I said I would. Have fun tonight doing all the things you need to do and want to do while I sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you, pumpkin. I will whisper to you right before I fall asleep just like I do every night. Smile to Mom and I will smile back to you, Tyler. Please continue to watch over us and keep us safe and healthy. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖