Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Today, was another good day for Mom. The weather was just so nice. Sunny in the 80's. Mom did quite a bit again today. Did 2 more chapters in my course & 2 more tests. Still holding on with a GPA of 97. Like I have said before Mom is really enjoying this course. It is all about paperwork & that is what I like to do. If I keep going at this rate then I will be done the whole thing by the end of the month. That will be 6 weeks total when they said it was a 4-6 month course. Mom is taking her time as well..not rushing it at all. I think that when we are back from vacation I will be looking into what it takes to take the certified test for Medical Coding. I know it is 750 questions & you have 45 days to complete it. That is a lot but I think I can do this! Mom knows that you will be with me every step of the way too. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom misses you so much. Your picture is right in front of me while I study & while I write to you every night. You are truly my inspiration to do this. Again, thank you. Mom needs to stay busy daily... if not I know I will fall apart & break. Mom knows that you don't want to see that or need to see that so I do my best to smile often & not shed many tears. 
 Even though today was a good day, I have no updates for you. Didn't talk to anyone in the family. Marion called to thank us for her Birthday gift. She said it was nice. Hope she likes it! Guess everyone is good. Haven't heard anything from Aunt Beck so I am assuming that all is well in their travels & I know you are watching over them. Maybe I will have some updates for you tomorrow. 
 Mom & Mark do have a favor to ask you though.... can you please be with his Dad, Tubal & Step Mom, Karen? They are both quite sick & have been for a couple weeks now. We are worried about them. Thank you so much. It would mean a lot to us.
 Here is the daily prayer for today. September 16~ Hear my voice O God, in my prayer: preserve my life from fear of the enemy. God, keep me close today. Sometimes I am not at my best & I would like someone to listen as I whine, moan & complain. On days like that, please bear the brunt of my troubles or send someone to help in your name. Amen.
 That prayer today made me smile a little. I have those days quite a bit just like anyone, I am always asking for help by God & Mom always asks that you come to help me too. I need you with me all the time. Mom will always need you. We had a special bond here in the physical world & I know we still have a bond even though we are separated now.
 The night sky is here again, The sky looks clear but I see no moon & stars. Maybe later, perhaps? Either way I will be whispering to you as I do nightly. Hope you can hear me & will be listening out for my voice. Mom hopes that you have a peaceful evening doing so many wonderful things that you need & want to do. Rest if you can & get some sleep. Sweet dreams to you tonight. Hope Mom sees you in my own dreams as well tonight. 
 You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. Never forget this. Continue to watch over us all. Give all our pups big hugs & kisses from Mom. Miss them too. Thanks, Ty! Fly high & free.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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