Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. Hope your Tuesday is going well. Mom is very sorry that I didn't write to you last night. Quite honestly, Mom was burnt out from the whole day. It started very early with doing laundry, putting it away, feeding the pups, taking them for a walk, making coffee & lunch for Mark, dusting, vacuuming, doing breakfast dishes, taking a shower ( this was all done by 9 am ) & Mom studied from 10 am until 6 pm last night. Had dinner at 7 pm & I was in bed by 10 pm. I was just exhausted. Didn't get much sleep though as Ozzy is still vomiting almost daily. We were up with him early this morning 2 times again. So far today he is doing ok. Hope this stops. Poor little guy has been doing this for 5 days now. Please watch over him for us. Thank you pumpkin. Mark broke his toe this morning trying to get Ozzy to the floor when he was about to get sick. He is working from home today as the result of it. Poor guy. he has a long, busy day tomorrow so I hope he will be feeling better for the work he has to do. Can you watch over him as well? Thanks!
 Spoke to Meme today. She is pretty stressed out again. Guess after 2 years of not hearing from Jen, Bob got a call from her last night. She wanted to let him know that her phone number has changed & that she got married. When I heard that I felt so bad for Bob. That is his daughter & he wasn't even invited. Makes me sick. She doesn't even know what has been going on with her Dad the last 2 years. The reasoning behind it is so foolish. Bob hasn't even seen his granddaughters in 2 years & has only seen the little one right after she was born. Again, makes me sick. Bob is too good of a guy to be treated like this. Meme knows that & this is why she is upset. Please watch over them both as they really need it. Grandpa & Debbie are well. Working & getting ready for vacation. We leave in 9 days.Can't believe it is next week. Mom wishes so much that you were here to be going so that we could make more memories. Not sure on how I will do during our trip. I know there will be laughs & many tears shed during that time. Mom misses you so much. Love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Not much else for updates for you in the past 2 days. Today was studying again for Mom. Did 2 more chapters & 2 more tests. Did ok....got a 95 & a 92 on them. GPA is still a 96 so that makes Mom proud. I know it makes you proud too. 
 I have a couple daily prayers for you. Here they are. September 21~ Shew me thy way, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Spirit of God, keep teaching me the ways of change & growth. Like the wind, you cannot be tracked or traced. The breezes blow where they will: silently, invisibly, with great power. Just as you are working in lives even now. Let me know your calling as you move in me! Yes, whisk with your persistent prompting through all the windows of my soul, the dark corners of my heart.
 September 22~ Being filled with the fruits of righteousness, which are by Jesus Christ, unto the glory & praise of God. Lord, please help me to remember that you are the source of all good things that come out of my life as I grow & flourish in you. All the " good fruit " of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness & self-control come directly from you & then you produce good things in me. I want to thank you for nourishing & supporting my life. Please use the fruit you're producing in me to nourish others & lead them o you as well. Amen.
 Mom is once again all caught up. Not bad. Just 1 day behind. I am improving...lol! Right now it is 4 pm. Mom needed a break from studying so I decided to write to you now instead of taking the chance & studying late & then being too tired again. The evening sky will be upon us in a couple hours though. It comes fast now. After making dinner & then eating, Mom will take the pups out for a walk. I will be looking to the evening sky to hopefully see the moon & stars shining bright. Nevertheless, it doesn't matter because like always Mom will be whispering to you as I always do. Hope you will be listening out & hearing my voice. may you have a peaceful & restful night. May it be what you need it to be & want it to be. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Mom hopes to see you in my dreams tonight as well. Mom is hoping you will be with me tonight so that I can get some solid sleep. It is much needed. 
 Please continue to watch over us all, our family & friends. Please watch over Mark & Mom & the pups too. Thanks, Ty. I love & miss you so much.... unconditionally. Every day is tough for me..... I know you know this. I know you sit & watch me. I am trying, trust me I am. Some days are better than others though. Just remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. This will never change. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!