Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom is doing well today. It was another busy day for me as I am sure that you could see while you where with me. Mom was up early & spoke with Aunt Beck. She read Mom's letter to you on here last night & saw what I wrote about Mark. She was concerned just as much as Mom is about him. We spoke for awhile & she is actually going to contact him at the end of the week so that she can express her concerns. Mom thought that was so sweet. I tried talking to him about it earlier but not sure just how much got through. I want to be supportive, caring & loving but stern & not nagging when it comes to things he should be doing. Mom knows that you will continue to watch over him as well as our entire family & friends, plus me. Lots of things to keep you busy & Mom knows that you are more than happy to do so. Thank you, pumpkin. 
 Today Mom did 5 chapters in her course. I am now on Chapter 16 in the 2nd book & it has only been 4 days of doing this course. I submitted 5 tests too. My grades were 2~ 100's, 1~ 95, 1~ 92, & 1~ 90. My GPA is still sitting at a 97% so I am very happy with this. Tomorrow I will actually be starting to make out medical coding forms & submit another test. Wish me luck. This will be a chance to really see if I will like this as a profession. Mom is excited about it. I know you will be right by my side. I know you see me looking at your photo on my desk all day long. I whisper to you many times, do you hear me? I sure do hope so as you are never far from my mind & always in my heart. 
 Mom wanted to take a few minutes to write to you to tell you that I miss you so much & that I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. My eyes are pretty tired from looking at a computer screen so if it is ok with you I would love to write out the daily prayers to you tomorrow. I know I will have 3 to write out but that is ok. I just didn't want a night to go by without me writing to you. I know you understand & would never be mad at Mom. Wish I could be so much like you.... more forgiving. Something I am working on though.
 The evening sky is upon us already. Getting darker every night. Today is September 1st. Fall was in the air for sure. Much cooler today, but sunny. We will be walking the pups when I get done with this letter to you so I will be looking for the stars & moon. Hope they are shining bright tonight. If not I know you will be shining somewhere for someone to see. Either way, you are my shining & bright star. Mom will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening out for Mom. Hope your evening is all you want & need. If you rest, may you have sweet dreams again tonight & Mom hopes to see you in my dreams when I close my eyes to fall asleep.
 You will forever be in my heart, mind & soul my sweet precious son. I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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