Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing today on this Monday afternoon? Hope where you are it is sunny & warm. Where Mom is, it is partly sunny & kind of chilly now. The weather states that the next several days are going to be rainy & cold. Mom can really feel it in her face, the bones that were broken. It hurts like h*ll. We are all hoping that when we travel later this week, the weather is good & no rain. Mom is sure that you will make sure we have good weather for us to reach our destination safely. Thanks Tyler! 
 Last night was so neat to see the Supermoon, Lunar Eclipse. That was the 1st time for Mom to see it ever & it was something else. Loved how it all took place & happened. The next 1 is not until 2033...18 years from now. Glad I saw this one tonight. Mom whispered to you during it, did you hear me? I was saying that you loved things like this & I bet you had a front row seat watching it. Bet it was super awesome from where you were. People in the South were not able to see it as they have been having lots of needed rain & it was cloudy. Felt bad for them. That is how it was all the time for us when we lived in Texas. We never saw anything neat that went on. It was always overcast & cloudy for us then, too.
 Yesterday as I told you, Megan had her baby. Mom congratulated her & she got in touch with me last night over the computer. That was such a nice surprise. She & her little boy are doing well. She had him on Saturday night, 6:48 pm. She named him Logan Xavier. Like I also said yesterday, I think you met him already & you already knew this. Mom told Megan that & she actually agreed with me. She said she talked to you a lot when she was pregnant, when she was in need. When she wrote that she made Mom tear up. That was so sweet to hear from her. After all that we all went through as a family when her Dad & I were together, she called on you. No matter what, I will always care about her & Chris too. They both were such a part of our family for 12 years. Mom is human & can't turn feelings like that off. That is just me. I know many wouldn't like to hear that but that is their issue, not mine. Mom knows you understand what I mean. That is all that matters. I know that you will be watching over her & her little family from now on. You are amazing, you were when you were here with us all & Mom knows you continue to be where you are now. It makes me so blessed that I was your Mom, that we chose this path together & we will again for eternity & for our next life together. That makes me smile, Ty. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. Mom looks at your picture all the time on my computer desk & there are times I can't believe that you are gone & then there are times it feels like you are not. I choose to think the way that you are not gone. There are so many times that it is so hard for Mom to go on. So many things remind me of you.... movies, songs, quotes, family, friends, you name it..... I am so blessed to have these memories, it is just sometimes those memories tend to roll down my cheeks & Mom can't stop the tears from flowing & I don't try to stop them either. I know you don't like to see that when it happens but you are right here with me & you understand it all. 
 No real updates for you today as I have not spoken to anyone other than Auntie Kristina. Whatever was said to you by her that day seemed to have worked for what she has been going through. Mom was so happy to hear this. Again, you amaze Mom. I am so lucky to have you as my precious Angel. You do such wonderful things whenever you are. Every time I hear a story like that it makes my heart beam with pride. I sure hope you know just how special you are to me & so many others. Mark is working some long hours to make up for the time he will be away on vacation & Mom is at a stand still on her studies because she needs a book that was mailed by the college & it won't get to me until the day we leave so I can't study until we get back. I have tried everything in my power & nothing. Guess it is you telling me to take a break & relax for the next couple of weeks. Mom got the message & that is exactly what I plan on doing.
 Here is your daily prayer for today. September 28~ Search me, O God, & know my heart:try me & know my thoughts: And see if there be any wicked way in me, & lead me in the way everlasting. Whatever is right & pure, excellent & gracious, admirable & beautiful, fill my mind with these things. Too much of the world comes to me in tones of gray & brown. Too great the temptation to indulge obsessive thoughts & sordid plans. Guard my mind; place a fence around my motives. The pure, the lovely, the good----Yes! Only those today. Amen. 
 The evening sky will be upon us once again really soon. Another night already...time is just flying by these days. Happy in some ways & sad in other ways. Mom is hoping that you have a very restful & peaceful evening tonight. May you do all the things you need to & want to. Not sure if you get to rest where you are but if you do, Mom wishes you such sweet dreams. Hope that I see you in my own dreams tonight when I lay my head down to rest. I will be looking out for the stars & moon to be shining bright later. As always, Mom will be whispering to you so I hope you hear me & are awaiting to hear my voice. I miss you like crazy & love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. This will never change.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!