Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom is again sorry that I did not write to you last night but it was kind of a tough one for me for a couple hours. The day was ok....Mark & Mom went out to lunch but don't think what I ate agreed with me & I was sick a few times in the afternoon & then at night I was sick for about 3 hours. Finally felt better around 9 pm but then I was just so tired that I decided to go to bed. That lasted all of 15 minutes & then Princess started shaking. I feel so bad for her. We did go & get the anxiety meds that the doctor prescribed for her. I think that they would really work if she would let them & not fight it. Hmmm.... who does that sound like, Tyler...lol! Tonight will be night 3 for her on them so hopefully things will start to get better. I hope this is just a temporary thing though. I don't want her to be on them for the rest of her life. Just like everything else....time will tell. 
 So today is September 1st so Happy Fall! I know where you are there are no 4 seasons but Fall was our favorite time of the year. It is still Mom's favorite. I love the crisper weather, the cooler nights, the pretty foliage, the times where Mom can wear her pretty sweaters & riding boots. All the times in the past I would get so sad because you were not with me anymore to share them with but now... I will have you know that I will smile through it all & think of all the wonderful memories that you & I had. I will not be sadden by it all & I will actually do things that we did & think of you as I know you are & will be right by mu side even though at times I will not know. Mom has done so much emotional changing since the reading. It touched me to know that you were so worried about me & that you had concerns. Our love between a mother & her son was so strong & it still continues. I know this now. Our love will remain unconditional forever. This makes Mom so happy, Tyler. All of our memories make me smile. I miss you & I will always miss you my sweet precious son but I know you are happy & you are free & at peace. I know you wouldn't want to come back again even if you could. I guess Mom will have to have a few readings to make sure I get to hear from you. I hope each time that I do you will come through so we can have a conversation. I know you are with Mom as I am writing because I got the goosebumps. Mom is smiling at that thought. Can you see me? I just looked at your picture & smiled...I told you I loved you...did you hear Mom? I sure do hope so! 
 Let's see for updates..... spoke to Meme today. Things are good. She is getting anxious & excited for vacation in 14 days! Bob is feeling well so that is good. Grandpa & Debbie are working so much but they are well. Aunt Beck & John are well & so is Bean. Great Grammy is holding strong. Aunt Shirley & Richard got a dog. They adopted him. His name is Jay! Aunt Jacqui is out of the hospital but went to a rehab facility. Uncle Dick is very tired but ok. He is still not listening to the doctors.... you need to crack that whip on him please! Mark is doing well....just tired. He worked all day today & has to go back to work at 9 pm tonight. Mom is doing ok.... I need to get back to my studying again. I have been off track because of so much going on but I will get there again. I am going to study tomorrow for a bit. I need to... I actually miss it! My friend's brother is still in real critical condition. He is still badly broken. Just yesterday he had 4 surgeries. The family was told that he will be paralyzed. Right now he is in a medical coma & on a ventilator. He has not been aware of anything since the accident. I guess he can't move one of his hands & arm either so by the sounds of it all he will only have use of  1 hand & 1 arm. I hope that when everything is all said & done he will be able to cope with it all. It just reminds me of you when you 1st got sick. Please Tyler, Mom is praying for him & his family but if there is anything that you can do with all the other Angels for him I know many would be so grateful for it. Thank you, pumpkin. I think that is all the updates that I have for you today. Here are the daily prayers though. August 31~ Come, bless the Lord, all you servants of the Lord, who stand by night in the house of the Lord! Lift up your hands to the holy place & bless the Lord. I have received rich blessings from you, dear Lord, I can not count the ways you have blessed me. But now I'm invited to bless you. I love the idea that I can bring you joy by praising you, by thanking you & by serving you. Let me pay you compliments for your creativity, wisdom & patience. I love you, Lord & I'm deeply grateful that you are my Lord. Blessings involves saying & doing. God blesses us by speaking his Word into our lives & by doing things to help us. We bless God by praising & serving him. Amen.
 September 1~ Happy is everyone who fears the Lord, who walks in his ways. You shall eat the fruit of the labor of your hands; you shall be happy & it shall go well with you. Thank you for meaningful, enjoyable work, eternal Father. Thank you for work that provides for the needs I have. Thank you for work that helps others. Thank you for work that contributes to the well-being of society. Thank you that, in all kinds of circumstances, I can work joyfully as unto you & bring honor to your name. Let your blessings be on all the work I do & may diligence, excellence & productivity mark the work of my hands. For your glory, I pray. Amen. On the heels of a job well done come the blessings of a lingering sense of satisfaction & a good night's sleep. Amen.
 Mom is caught again. The evening sky is upon us & has been for a few hours now. The days are getting shorter & the nights longer. It is getting darker earlier too. Mom hates this part of Fall but oh well. It is going on 9 pm & Mark is getting ready to go back to work for a few hours. I am going to go relax on the couch & cuddle with the pups & watch some tv. Mom hopes that your night is everything you want it & need it to be. Hope you fly somewhere & have a couple of adventures. Come visit Mom in my dreams tonight if you get the chance. I sure do love it when you do. I will whisper to you later tonight so be listening out for my voice. Smile & I will too. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night, Tyler & sweet dreams. Until tomorrow, my bright & shining star......
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!