Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom has had a pretty up & down day as you could see. Not one of the best days but definitely not one of my worst either. Mom managed to tab most of her Psychology book so that is a plus. I will finish it up tomorrow. I was hoping that the college would call or email me with a date this week for my Proctor Exam but that didn't happen so looks like Mom won't be taking that until after vacation. I am kinda bummed as the information is in my head right now but there is nothing that I can do. I will just study when we get back & then take it. I will do the best I can. I believe that I will do well either way as I know you will be right next to me.
 We are 2 days out from vacation now. Tomorrow is the last day of work for Mark & everyone up North. I have been talking to a friend of mine that lives in Florida about the weather & the rain. Guess it is usual around this time of year. I just hope it is scattered showers here & there & not constant rain all the time....that would not be a vacation at all for any of us. I know you will be doing your best to make sure the weather cooperates for us. Mom just checked it again & it is still saying the same. Please help us, Tyler. I want everyone to have a wonderful time. This would just ruin it all. I will be praying for good weather. 
 I have a couple updates for you.... Aunt Jacqui is finally home from rehab. She was in the hospital & in the rehab facility for almost 4 weeks. That is good news. Uncle Dick will now start taking care of himself now that she is home. I got an email today from Aunt Shirley saying that Grammy is again sick with pneumonia. She sent me a video of her & it made Mom so sad. She is so sickly looking & frail. Guess Aunt Shirley & Grandpa tried telling the nurses she was sick last week & they did not listen to them & now she is really sick. I know you see it & I believe that you are with Grammy, helping her so she doesn't have to be alone. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom's friend's brother has taken a few steps backwards again. They did a test to see if he could swallow food & he failed it. He is having severe pain in his left arm & the doctor's are thinking he may have a blood clot. I know this person has made mistakes in the past & some people think it is karma coming back at him but Mom thinks that if indeed it is karma then karma is being very mean to him. Enough is enough. I am praying for him & everyone daily. I truly believe that the power of prayer works! Mom also spoke to Auntie Kristina today. I am worried about her too. Things are not good for her & I am praying that they will get better. I know she calls on you quite often for help. That makes me happy. Thanks for helping her & everyone along the way, Tyler. That is all I have for you tonight. I am sure to have more for you tomorrow though.
 Mom was sitting outside for a bit & I saw the moon. It is bright. The stars are just shining bright too. There are so many in the sky tonight. I was talking to you. Did you hear Mom? I sure hope so. I smiled as I was seeing them all. I will whisper to you later again so be listen out for Mom for a 2nd time. I will smile again & I sure hope that you smile too! 
 Here is your daily prayer for tonight. September 13~ Out of my distress I called on the Lord; the Lord answered me & set me in a broad place. It's just a matter of time, sovereign Lord, until each struggle I face passes & I emerge from a place of distress into a place of deliverance & rest. Help me to never abandon hope in the middle of a trail. May I always press on in prayer, calling out to you, knowing that you hear me & that you are orchestrating the outcome for my eternal good. Hear my prayer even now, for I am calling on you for the deliverance I need this day. More things are wrought by prayer than this world dreams of. Amen.
 Well Tyler, Mom is going to close this letter. It is getting really late & morning will be here before we all know it. I hope that you night is restful & peaceful for you. I hope that you do everything you are needing & wanting to do. Come be with Mom tonight as I try to sleep. I miss you so so much. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You will remain in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & Mom's wind beneath my wings. Never forget this. I know you feel it in your soul! Good night & sweet dreams. Until tomorrow..... 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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