Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday evening? Mom just got done her lesson in her class & wanted to write to you a quick letter as I am still feeling crappy. I am really hoping that it goes away really soon as it has been so hard this week to do anything at all. The pain is just so bad that Mom doesn't want to do anything but I have to so I get by the best I can. If there is anything you can do to help me Tyler, Mom would so appreciate it. Thank you my sweet precious son. I love you so much & I miss you beyond words. I wish that Aunt Beck was able to read my letters to you while she is in South America because I would be asking her to do some major healing work on my whole head, face, neck & throat. Maybe just maybe she will see this & help Mom out to! Anyways.... the snow storm we got was a pretty big one.... we ended up with definitely over a foot of snow & the winds continued to be brutal all through the day & night. The plows were out almost all through the night too so Mom didn't get enough sleep but I did indeed get some so that was a huge plus for me! Today the weather has been pretty cold but the sun has been shining almost all day long. That was sure nice to see as it has been a few days since we have seen it. It sure did make Mom smile this morning when I woke up. I guess everyone in the family up in NH got a lot of snow as well but every one is doing fine & just digging themselves from all the snow. I am sorry that I don't have hardly any updates for you this week but you can see the week that Mom has had & it hasn't been good at all. Maybe this weekend I will have some for you. 
 Here is the daily prayer for the day. February 10~ I sought the Lord, and he answered me & delivered me from all my fears. Look to him & be radiant; so your faces shall never be ashamed. The world can be a scary place, heavenly Father. With terrorism, disease & economic uncertainty, there's not much we can count on anymore. Except you. I fear for my own health, my family's well-being & the state of my country, but I bring these fears to you. Fill me with faith. Help me trust you for true security. Let my life radiate with confidence in your love & power. Do not fear, for I am with you, do not be afraid, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my victorious right hand. Amen.
 Mom has a couple quotes for you tonight. They are: " I love you past the moon & miss you beyond the stars. " That is so true, Tyler. I love you unconditionally & you will always be my everything. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You will forever live in my heart, mind, body & soul. 
 Here is another quote: " We are all broken......that's how the light gets in. " Love this one since the 1st time I heard it. It sure is true. I used to tell you that we were all different for a reason because if we were all the same the world would be so boring. We are all broken...some just show it more than others. Either way as long as it is healthy it is ok.
 The night is upon us now. The days are getting longer & it is staying lighter out once again. That is wonderful. I think next month we turn the clocks ahead again. We lose an hour of sleep but the light stays out longer & I will take that. Mom is hoping to see the stars & moon shining bright tonight as I sky was pretty clear today. I will look later & whisper to you as I always do. Be listening for my voice & smile when you hear it & I will too. Hope your night is all that you want & need it to be. Have fun while Mom is sleeping tonight & come visit me in my dreams. I would love that. Until tomorrow night.....good night & sweet dreams. Mom is going to go lay on the couch & relax while Mark cooks dinner tonight. Love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

P.S. Just wanted you to know that tomorrow is your Dad's Birthday. I bet he would love to have a visit from you!