Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is writing to you now so that I can go do the things I need to in a bit. The weather today is in the 40's & it is sunny. More snow is melting & I am loving it. I am seeing grass once again & that sure does make Mom happy! The weather tomorrow is going to be in the 60's. I plan on getting up early & getting ready & taking the pups for a nice long walk. They will sure enjoy it & so won't I. Then I will come in & start working on my class work. The last 2 lessons of this class & then my final exam is released on Friday! I am excited that it is almost over with. I can't really wait to jump back into my collage classes again so that I can get them finished up & be ready to go look for some type of work! Thank you for always being by Mom's side. It means everything to me because without all those years of caring for you I would not be doing as well as I am. Mom will always need you by my side. That will never change. 
 Last night I saw the stars shining in the sky but have not seen the moon for several nights now. I am hoping to see them again tonight when the sun sets. Mom whispered to you so I hope that you heard me. I will whisper to you again tonight so be listening out for my voice. I did speak to Grandpa briefly last night. I was able to touch base with him around 8:45 pm. We chatted for about 10 minutes & then hung up as Mom was getting tired. He told me that him, Debbie & Great Grammy are all doing well. Great Grammy was in a chipper mood yesterday so that is always nice to hear! I let him know that Mark & I will be making a visit up there next week for 2 days as he has a client in VT. It will be nice to see everyone as I miss them very much. I told everyone that they needed to come to the hotel as I will have no transportation to go anywhere but that is ok. I will have to take some time & work on my final exam as well so while Mark is gone all day Wednesday I will have enough to keep me busy! I will call & let Meme know tonight that I will be there! I plan on coming to visit you as well. I will do that hopefully both Tuesday & Wednesday as we will be heading back home on Thursday morning. Maybe you can send me a sign while I am there to let me know you are around. That would be so nice. I miss you so much. No words can explain just how much but you & I both feel it & that is all that matters. I love you my sweet precious son. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero, my everything, my wind beneath my wings. That is all the updates I have for today. Here is your daily prayer for the day: February 21~ Sing praises to the lord with the lyre, with the lyre & the sound of melody. With trumpets & the sound of the horn make a joyful noise before the King, the Lord. What instrument do I have to praise you with, dear Lord? The whoosh of the photocopier as I do my office work? The gurgle of the coffeemaker in the kitchen? Perhaps even the annoying sound in the car engine could join in the symphony of praise. I want to gather elements of my entire life & offer them to you. I don't stop being your child when I work, or when I drive, or when I sip steaming cups of coffee. The music comes from every aspect of my world & I offer it all to you as my paean of praise. Then the prophet Miriam, Aaron's sister, took a tambourine in her hand; and all the women went after her with tambourines & with dancing. And Miriam sang to them: " Sing to the Lord, for he has triumphed gloriously. Amen.
 Mom found a quote for today as well...." Life is eternal & love is immortal; and death is only a horizon, and a horizon is nothing save the limit of our sight. "
 Here is one more: " Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them. " I certainly do love you with all my heart...unconditional. You live forever in my heart, mind, body & soul. 
 Mom hopes that later tonight your evening will be everything you want & need it to be. Come be with Mom if you can. Thanks! Hope you have fun while I sleep. Continue to fly high & free like I know you are. Until tomorrow night..... Sweet dreams & good night, Tyler. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!