Tuesday, September 12, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is hanging in there as you can see. Yesterday was not a good day for me at all & as the hours went by things just got worse. Mom is really upset with Meme right now. No details will be given out on here but because you can see everything, you already know why. I don't know the reasons behind what she did & is doing, all I know is that Mom is hurt by it & right now I don't have anything to say to her. She is not talking to me right now either. I have a feeling that this will be going on for quite some time though ( not on my part but on hers. ) Mom does not like to be blindsided at all by anyone...family, friends, strangers, etc.... & when it does happen by a family member than it is a double whammy. While this whole thing is going on between her & I , Mom will make sure to contact Bob to see how he is doing from time to time. I don't want him to think it was anything that he may have said or done because that is not the case. Mom did speak to Grandpa about the whole thing last night & he was surprised at everything. He said that it was a complete mess & it probably was going to get nasty. I agree with him. I guess time will tell though. Mom will keep you updated though. I really don't have any other updates for you at all really. Aunt Beck is on her 2 week vacation right now so I won't be chatting with her anytime soon, Mark is gone on his business trip for the next few days so I will get to talk to him at night time only, Bean is busy with work & her personal life. Andrea will be coming here for a quick visit on Saturday to pick up some things that Mom has for her & her friend. It will be nice to see her as it has been 3 years. I miss her. That is something I have to look forward to this weekend for sure. I will fill you in on it all on Saturday or Sundays letter to you. I will have more updates I am sure later on in the week. 
 The weather here is so beautiful. It has been sunny & 87 degrees here today. Mom took the pups for a walk today & it was just perfect. No humidity at all & a nice light breeze. The next couple of days will be the same but only in the lower 80's but lots of sunshine. Mom will be taking it all in as there will not be many more days, if any after this until next year. Fall is coming fast for us. The leaves are turning & falling like crazy here. The peak season for foliage her will be in a couple weeks. It is crazy to think that Halloween is in 6 weeks. n the next couple weeks Mom will start posting the Jack/ Nightmare Before Christmas pictures on here for you. That will start on October 1st & go the whole month. I have been posting pictures of sunsets the last couple weeks & now I am going to post some dandelion pictures. So people see them as weeds but Mom sees them as wishes. I hope whoever reads my letters to you will make a wish when they see that picture & their wish comes true for them. Hope you enjoy them as well, Tyler!
 Our family & friends are safe in Florida. They have been keeping us all updated. They just got power back earlier this afternoon as well. They were out for 2 days so that was not so bad. The pictures that are circulating of Hurricane Harvey & Hurricane Irma are devastating. It will take millions of dollars to rebuild & many many months of recovery. The latest I heard was 7 million without power & 43 deaths. Mom saw today on the news that there is another Hurricane coming as well. This one is Hurricane Jose. Mom is praying that no one gets effected by this one. My prayers & blessings are with all that have to rebuild their homes & grieve their loved ones. They are all in my thoughts for sure. Another thing that I was told today is that a patient that was in an ICU room at DHMC was shot at 5 times. The police have been dealing with that for several hours now. Not a lot of details at this time but I have heard that the shooter is in custody. Mom will update you on tomorrows letter.
 Here is the prayers for the day:  May Jesus Himself open your eyes to His activity on the earth today. May God give you insight into other's stories so you will know what to say and when to say it. Instead of looking too long at the enemy's wicked schemes, remember this: whenever the devil makes a move, God already has a plan and His purposes will prevail. Pray audaciously. Obey immediately. Walk forward in faith. God has you on the earth today for a reason. May He find faith in you! Blessings on your day today.
For we live by faith, not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7 NIV).

 When you come to the edges of yourself and you feel the limits of your love and your generosity...instead of despair, just whisper a prayer to the God who loves you. He'll do through you, what you cannot do for yourself. He never rolls His eyes or breathes a heavy sigh when it He looks at you. May you--right in the midst of your limits--look to Jesus who intends to finish what He started in you. Walk freely today, knowing you (like the rest of us) are a work in progress. And you get to be; without the condemnation. Blessings on evening!
For by one sacrifice (Jesus) has made perfect forever those who are being made holy (Hebrews 10:14 NIV).
 Here is the saying for the day: Your thoughts become the things in your life. Your thoughts become things. Say this over to yourself & let it seep into your consciousness & your awareness. Your thoughts become things!
 Well my sweet precious son.... it is that time of the day for Mom to get going & get the pups fed for the evening & make dinner for myself. I hope that you will have fun tonight while Mom tries to get some sleep. Please be with me as I need you by my side. Thank you. Hope you do all the things you need to & want to do. I miss you like crazy & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will be in my heart, mind, body & soul. I will whisper to you later this evening so be listening & smile when you hear Mom. I will smile back to you. I will be back tomorrow night so until then.....good night & sweet dreams my shining star!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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