Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday late afternoon? Mom is doing okay I suppose. Last night was not the greatest night. It was, as I predicted a very quiet evening & no words were exchanged at all. Mom does not have to go into detail at all seeings how I know that you can see everything & I know you saw everything that I am talking about. Mom really didn't get much sleep either so I am hoping that tonight I will be able to. Please Tyler, I know I asked you yesterday but can you please be with Mom? I need you my sweet precious son. I need you by my side through all this. Thank you so much. Mom really appreciates it a great deal. 
 Well, it was official.... Mom had to break down & put the heat on today. The temp outside was 58 degrees & tonight it will be in the 30's. Too early for Mom to have to do that but it was so cold in the apartment. The sun was shining today & the skies were blue all day as well. Hoping that the evening sky is full of stars & the moon is shining for me to see. I guess thus weekend the temps will be in the 70's so that will be nice. If today is any indication of what winter is going to be like then we definitely are in for some very cold weather. Mom keeps hearing that the winter is going to be brutal with lots of snow this year. Guess we shall see as winter will be here before we know it.... less than 2 months now. 
 Mom was able to do some housework this morning. I got the dusting & laundry done. Didn't need to vacuum because I did it 3 days ago. Mom took the pups for a nice walk earlier this morning as well. That was nice to get outside even if it was cold. The pups enjoyed it very much as well. I tried to do a little studying today too. Didn't get very far but I will keep plugging along at it. I will work on it more tomorrow as well. There are a few things I want to do as far as cleaning tomorrow but everything will get done! Mom will go to bed early tonight so that I can get up early & get things going. Not much else to do as I have no one to talk to so I guess it will be a very productive 3 days!
 Mom has no updates for you either. The day has been so quiet. No one has called at all & I am going to assume that the night will be just the same. I will try to chat with Aunt Beck tomorrow. She never called back so I assume that she is either really busy with work or she is away again. I will touch base with Grandpa & Meme as well. Guess Mom is not in the talkative mood right now. Anyways.... it just has been a very quiet couple of days. I am sure that will change later in the week. For now, here are the daily prayers for you:
  May you be honest with God about the hurts in your heart. May you discern the difference between grief and self-pity. May you be okay with not always being okay. God will one day wipe away every tear from your eyes, but until then, He wants to help you walk this journey with peace in your heart and assurance in your soul. He is with you. He will heal you. And He will one day turn your mourning into dancing and your sorrow into songs of joy. In the meantime, enjoy the little graces you find along the way. Celebrate the small victories. Dare to dream. And take one step at a time. You’re going to be okay. Blessings on your day today.
 May you learn how to walk in the authority Christ has entrusted to you. May you speak PEACE to your soul and PERFECT LOVE to your fears. May you refuse discouragement simply because courage fits you better. May you walk with those who bring out the best in you. May you love those who cannot return the favor. May you return to your First Love, time and time again. Jesus is your Source, He’s your Strength, He’s your Fortress, and He’s Your King. You lack no good thing because you have Him. Rest well tonight. He's got you. 
 Here is a saying as well for the day: 
 Be Impeccable With Your Words: Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth & love. 
 Here is another saying that Mom found & really likes: Don't be a Queen waiting on a King. Be a Queen busy with her Kingdom until her King arrives!
 Hope you enjoy the prayers & the sayings that I find to post on here daily. Mom enjoys them & I hope everyone who reads them do as well. Tyler, I hope you are loving the Jack pictures that I am posting on here for you. I have 2 weeks exactly until Halloween arrives to continue those pictures & then Mom moves on to Thanksgiving ones for the whole month of November. I have found some really cute ones, funny ones & some serious ones. I think you will enjoy them all.
 Mom is hoping that your night will be filled with peace, love, & you get to relax for a bit. I know you are really busy learning new things & going to all different places helping people. Have fun while doing it all though. If you can please be with Mom tonight while I sleep. Thanks pumpkin! Mom will whisper to you later this evening when I go to bed & while I light my candle for the night. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you as well. Always know you are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You are my shining star & I miss you beyond anything I could ever put into words. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond! Forever you will be inside my heart, mind, body & soul. Until tomorrow...good night & sweet dreams!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!