Friday, October 27, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is doing much better than I was yesterday. I went to bed at 10 pm last night & woke up only once during the night & slept until 7:45 am. I never heard Mark get out of bed to feed the pups or nothing. I was so out of it! Mom basically made dinner for myself last night & then watched a couple of my shows that I had on DVR & that was it. I couldn't keep my eyes open for a minute more. Mom was done...lol! This morning I woke up feeling pretty well rested. I did a few things around the apartment for cleaning... dusting, vacuuming, another load of laundry, got ready, took the pups for a walk, got the mail & boxes from the main office, put all that stuff away & now I am writing to you. mark's friend Rick came over for a couple hours to visit & just left about 30 minutes ago. It was nice seeing him as it has been about 3 months since the last time he was here. Now Mom is writing to you & listening to a phone call that Mark is on. By the sounds of it..... it doesn't sound well. Mark was telling Mom earlier that he got an email asking him to work the weekend. I couldn't believe it. He has been gone for almost 2 weeks straight. He needs a break. I feel so bad for him. mom is just hoping that they do not call him in this weekend like they did once before. That will make him very upset & Mom as well. Guess time will tell on that one. Anything that you might be able to do on your side would be greatly appreciated. Thank you my sweet precious son! 
 Not much for updates for you I am afraid..... Mom will try to have some for you during the weekend! Meme called briefly to say hello & that she would call over the weekend. She was saying she didn't really feel all that great today. Debbie did not feel good last night. Something must be going around up there. 'Tis the season to start having stomach bugs, colds, etc.... Mom was told today that in Claremont, NH a dead body was found in a car. Guess it was on Hewitt Rd. No names were given as of yet. That was very sad to hear. Friends of mine were saying that in Arkansas & Minnesota it is freezing rain & snowing today....yikes! That is way too early for Mom. Today here it is sunny & cool but very nice with blue skies! It is nice to see the sun for a change since it has been raining for the last 4 days straight. Mom can't believe that Tuesday is Halloween. This month flew by for sure. I hope that you like all the Jack pictures that I have posted for you throughout October. Mom has some Thanksgiving & Autumn pictures for you for the month of November & Christmas ones for the month of December. I am going to try & do this monthly for the next year on here. I will find something that is affiliated with the month & go with that. Probably for the month of January it will be pictures of the winter snow & February will be about love, Valentines Day & so forth for the rest of the months. I will still do daily prayers & a saying as well. Mom won't stop that. Hope you continue to like what I do on here. I hope that the folks that read my letters to you continue to find my writing, prayers, sayings & pictures helpful to their own individual grieving or needs that they may have. I hope that Mom can give hope to others that may need it. That is my goal for this blog, for my letters to you.... to continue to heal & inspire others as well along the way. I know that Mom will never know who reads these & where they are located as I don't get the details on that but I do wish everyone many blessings & I thank everyone for their continued support. 
 Here are the prayers for the day: May you step back from the things that frustrate you and consider what God might be saying to you here. Is He asking you to lay down your arms and entrust your soul to Him? Or is He asking you to raise your shield and stand in faith? Either way, you're not at the mercy of your circumstances, you have His mercy and He'll keep you steady and sturdy in your faith. Don't take the bait of offense. Look up and do what Jesus tells you to do! You will overcome! Blessings on your night tonight!
I listen carefully to what God the Lord is saying, for he speaks peace to his faithful people. But let them not return to their foolish ways (Psalm 85:8 NLT).

May you become an expert at caring for your soul. May you know when to tuck yourself under the shadow of God's wing and when to run to the battle line, knowing He'll fight for you. May you know when to rest and know when to work. May you refuse to worry and embrace faith. May you become tenacious when it comes to the promises of God and tender when you think about His love for you. Stay in tune with God and you’ll stay in step with Him. Have a great, great weekend.
The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing (Psalm 23:1 NIV).
 Here are your sayings for the day:
 Listen to the wind. It talks. Listen to the silence. It speaks. Listen to your heart. It knows.
 What you think, you become. What you feel, you attract. What you imagine, you create.
 Believe in yourself. Know that there is something inside you that is greater than any obstacle.
 Mom needs to get going for now, Tyler. It is already 4:30 pm & Mom needs to start with prepping dinner for Mark & I plus I need to feed the pups. I lit a candle already & whispered to you so I hope you heard Mom. I will whisper to you again later this evening so smile when you hear me & I will smile right back to you. I love you with all my heart & soul. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero, my wind beneath my wings & my bright shining star. I miss you like crazy & beyond any thing that I could ever explain. You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul forever. Mom hopes that your night is filled with all the wonderful things that you would like to do & things that you need to do. If you can, come be with Mom through the night or visit me in my dreams. Thank you, Tyler! Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....good night & sweet dreams!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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