Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday late afternoon? Mom is exhausted and her hip is still really hurting her a lot. I am still not sure exactly what I did but it really really hurts. Mom can't even get in the tub to soak because the tub is so high. I plan on using some of the african botanical crème on it tonight to see if that helps me out. I sure hope so as it is hard to sit down and walk let along to find a position to lay down comfortably. wish me luck on that! 
 Last night was so super quiet. meme and Bob went to their rooms at 5:45 pm, Mom went to her room as well to sit up and try to get comfortable. I watched tv until 10 pm and then called it a night. Mark went to his office at 6 pm and stayed in there playing video games until almost 2 am. I couldn't believe it. Not once to he even ask how I was feeling or doing. No surprise there though as he never does. Ozzy was good for me but Princess was another story. She wanted to be with Mark and she kept scratching at the door. Finally around 12 midnight I let her out so that I could get some sleep. Today has been quiet as well. There has been very little talk between any of us. Mark has been on the phone all day, Bob is on his computer, Meme has done her own thing and Mom has been trying to do things but I just can't concentrate at all. I did go and have my nails done today. I left at 9:15 am and got home at 12 noon. I made something to eat and I have been in my office ever since. It is now 4:20 pm. Meme is cooking dinner tonight. She has already started. I guess it is fend for yourself tonight and I am very ok with that. I think tonight really will be a repeat of last night. I am fine with that too. I will stay downstairs though instead of upstairs so that I can walk the pups after they eat tonight and also around 9 pm. Then I will come upstairs to get ready for bed. I think I will be making it a very early night indeed. Tomorrow I would really like to focus on getting things set for my box. I keep talking about it but I have done nothing to get it going. I really need to. Tomorrow will be a very productive day for Mom. I can feel it along with the rest of the week. 
 The sun is shining once again. We got rain all day yesterday and rain this morning. I know we have it where it may rain off and on for the rest of the week and over the weekend as well. It is super hot and muggy too. That part is not cool but yet it is June and it will be this way here until September. 4 more months and I get to see Grandpa. I can't wait. I miss him so much! I hope everything is fine for them to fly. Numbers are still on the rise along with the death count for the Covid 19 virus. It still is scary out there. Everything is almost all opened up. They have limited numbers if you go into retail stores though. For the most part people are going by protocol but some just don't care at all! Mom is doing all she can still. I will continue too. I don't want to get it and I don't want anyone in this house to either. I know you are watching over us and making sure we are all safe. that you my sweet precious son. It means so much to Mom. I wish you were here though. I miss you more than words can say. I love you to infinity. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. You live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will light a candle for you tonight and I will whisper to you tonight. I didn't last night because I was so tired. Please forgive me for that. Smile when you hear Mom and I will smile back to you. Have fun while Mom is sleeping. If you can, come visit me in my dreams. Thank you! I will write to you again tomorrow afternoon when I take a break from all my work. For now, Mom needs to start the night routine stuff. Feed the pups, walk them and then make dinner for Mark and I or perhaps just myself...who knows. Until tomorrow comes.....good night and sweet dreams later. I love you with all my heart and soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💕