Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? It is already 4:28 pm and Mom has been straight out today with no break at all. I am so sorry that yesterday I did not write to you at all. I thought that I could find some time during the evening hours but no luck there. It was just a busy day overall and Mom was so tired by the end of the night. I didn't even watch TV and I was sleeping by 9:45 pm. I never woke up until 5 am and then fell back to sleep until 7 am. That is completely unusual for Mom and you know that! 
 Today I was up, got the pups fed, took them for a walk and then I relaxed for about 1 hour and then had to get ready to leave and run errands. Mom was out the door by 9:15 am. First we were suppose to take Mark's truck to the mechanic but no luck for a second time. It would start this time but not stay started. He is going to have to have it towed as the battery is completely dead now. Then Mom had to go to the vets to drop off a sample for them of Ozzy's. I thought it would be a call and then drop off and leave but nope. I have to wait 40 minutes before someone came out and it took less than 2 seconds. I was not happy at all. I got home and grabbed Meme. We went to the post office, then to get Bob's medicine and then to Walmart to get some groceries and things we needed. We didn't rush today at all as there was no need but we still were only inside for about 1.5 hours. we got all the stuff we needed and a few things that were so sweet. Meme bought Mom a few movies, a new swimsuit, 2 new jumpsuits, and an airbrushed sand dollar with neon pink, the sunset with my name on it and dolphins. She did that for my Birthday as she knows we can't go and do anything. I thought it was so sweet. All the clothes fit me and I love them, the swimsuit is neon pink and darling and I love that and now all I have to do is get a stand for the sand dollar so I can display it. Oh yeah and she bought Mom flowers too. There are 9 yellow roses and 4 bright pink carnations. I put them in a vase downstairs. So pretty. It 2 days it will be Mother's day and that is a very hard day for Mom and next Friday is my Birthday. I turn 49 years young...wow...huh? It is crazy to think that I will be that old. You would have turned 30 this year in July. Oh how Mom wishes I could celebrate with you and see you again. I miss you so dang much, Tyler. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You will always be Mom's hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. 
 I am super tired from going out today. I need to get going so that I can feed the pups their dinner and then take them for there walk. I have no idea what to make for dinner tonight and honestly I am not hungry and I didn't eat anything but a yogurt and chips today. Mark has been in his office all day and very quiet, Meme has been downstairs, Bob was on his computer today which was a nice change and Mom got in, put everything away, checked emails and made calls and then now I am writing to you. The pups are still sleeping right now so that is good. Ozzy seems to be having an off day today. He is very tired and not himself. I will be watching him very closely tonight. 
 Mom is sorry that this letter is short tonight where I didn't write yesterday but I promise to write to you over the weekend and fill you in on things that I know. I will have more time and energy to do it all. Mom is just drained the last couple days. Please watch over Mom and all of us. thank you pumpkin! Have fun while I get some sleep tonight too. Come visit in my dreams if you can. I will light your candle later and whisper to you before I fall asleep. Smile for Mom and I will smile back to you. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son. I love you more than words can say....unconditionally too ❤
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💕