Wednesday, August 12, 2020

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday late afternoon? Mom is doing alright I suppose. It has been another busy day for sure. I was up at 7 am and fed the pups and took them for their walk. Mom came in and I didn't even sit down at all. I came upstairs, made the bed and Mark got ready as he had a haircut at 9 am. He left at 8:30 am to go run a couple errands for me to help me out. That was very kind of him. I came right into my office and started emails and calls and doing more paperwork and searching for my next box in October. I am pretty much finished it up which is a good thing. I have 2 more things to purchase and I am done. It feels good to get ahead of the game. I have 9 boxes left from the launch and I feel good about that as well. I think that Mom will be selling out within the month to mid September. That is the goal anyways! Mom is kind of multi tasking right now. I have prepped dinner and it is in the oven as I am writing to you. I didn't know that I was making dinner for everyone though. That was a huge surprise to me. No one helped me with the cost of things so that irritates me to no end. I am seeing that unless I am cooking every meal...breakfast, lunch and dinner, Meme is just eating whatever so she doesn't have to cook but when I think things out and prep what I am going to make, all of a sudden I am cooking for all and I get no help. I do the cooking, the clean up, etc.... I am seeing that both Meme and Bob are super lazy and they don't do a thing again anymore. I am not happy with this at all. Mom is very busy during the day and so is Mark. Mom doesn't sit down to relax until 7 or 8 pm and then I am in bed by 10 pm because I am so tired. I get no help again with cleaning this house. everyone is basically a slob and they say they clean up but it is quite apparent that they are not doing it. I have addressed the subject yet again for the 1000th time so we shall see. I told Meme yesterday that she needs to cool it with the dog again, etc... everything that was agreed upon for them to stay has suddenly gone out the window yet again. I told her that after next year and we move to a different place to get out of this hell hole that we are in, they need to be finding their own place as an inlaw suite will be way too small for them. She didn't like that and said that she would cross that bridge later. I told her, no...she needed to cross this bridge now! ugh... Mom loses patience so quickly. I try so hard but I am losing this battle over and over. I have said it before and I will say it again.... Mark and Mom had the best in wanting to do this for everyone and it just isn't working out. We have tried over and over and over within this last year. Nothing is changing at all. It is time that we get separate places so that we can live the way we want and the way we are used to. Meme's pup needs to be a dog and not be held constantly. That is not fair to him at all. She is beyond weird when it comes to this issue. She is treating him like a real child. It is scary in so many ways. No one gets it. She won't leave him alone here. She won't leave him alone with us. She takes him everywhere and makes either her or Bob stay in the car while the other one goes into the store. Ty, she is losing it! If they had their own place, they could let him wander and roam like he should be able to do. I can only hope that Mom is able to make her see this. Anyways....
 Mark had an interview today. It was suppose to go for 1 hour but it went for 1 hour and 45 minutes which is always a very good sign. I sure hope he gets an offer as our money has run out. We are pinching pennies now to pay half of our bills while the other half goes in arrears. That is not cool as Mark and Mom have tried and worked so hard to build our credit up. It just sucks. My fingers are crossed that he gets this job until something else comes along. It will help us in the meantime. Help us out any way you can my sweet precious son. Thank you. Mom will keep you posted as I know of things. 
 I spoke to Aunt Donna last night. She was a mess. Her Dad, Ron was taken to the ER because he was having a heart attack. He is pretty sick. His heart is giving out slowly. She is a wreck and not getting any help from her family or any support from them, as usual. Mom told her to touch base with me when she could and to keep me posted. I will be saying prayers to for them. I say prayers for everyone all the time. Things are still hard everywhere with the Covid19. The numbers here are starting to go down but no where near where they should be. Kids start school in 2 weeks and that is scary too. Mom wonders if the world will be back to the way you knew it but I am having my doubts. I think this is the new normal for us for the next several years. 
 Mom had a candle lit for you all day long. I will light the warmer when I go downstairs during dinner. I will whisper to you later this evening so be listening for me. Smile and I will smile back. Tonight will be about relaxing. The pups will get fed and then walked and then it will be dinner for us, clean up and then I think Mom will take a long bubble bath this evening. Tomorrow, Ozzy goes to the vets to be checked out with his back again. Mom is hoping for good news. Be with him during the visit as Mom can't. We are not allowed in at all still. I will tell you how it went on tomorrows letter to you. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Have fun while I sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thanks! Please continue to watch over us all. Keep us healthy and safe. Mom appreciates it so much. I have to go for now. It is after 5:30 pm and the pups need to be fed. I am late.... until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖

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