Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? It is 3:30 pm and Mom is just having a rough day today. I am not with it at all. My night last night was anything but relaxing and even though I did sleep for a few hours it was not enough. My head is in a fog today and I can get out under my own feet. The morning was about the same as usual. fed the pups, walked them and then came inside and relaxed. Mark was on the phone with his brother at 9 am and Meme and Bob were gone to one of Bob's appointments. The house was pretty quiet for the most part. That was nice. Mom had breakfast and shortly after I was not feeling good again. I have been feeling that way all day long. I was suppose to go to a nail appointment this afternoon but I cancelled it because I just didn't want to take the chance and honestly I am glad that I did. I am trying to stay as hydrated as I can. I have been drinking mostly water and now a ginger ale. I think I am doing good on that. I however am still having a bit of a hard time when eating. Nothing still wants to stay in. I know that is a combo of nerves and stress right now. I don't feel sick like I did last week kind of sick. That is a very good thing. Mom is not sleeping enough, I am busy with the business now and then I am stress and worried over Mark and him finding a job plus juggling everything else...meme, Bob, the pups, housework, etc.... Mom hasn't even sat outside in the sun or been in the pool in over 1 month. The weather hasn't been good enough on the weekend and this weekend will be no exception. Rain for 4 days straight at 60 %. We will get the rain. This makes 5 months straight of mostly all rain. Mom is looking forward to a couple of days when I can go in the pool and sit outside and relax. 
 Last night was horrible. We fed the pups, walked them, ate dinner and Mom did the clean up. The renters next door still had the same schedule...gone all day and partying all night long. We sat downstairs for a short time but not long as the AC unit down there was not working and it was quite hot. We came upstairs, got the night routine done and then Mark and Mom watched a bit of tv. We couldn't even enjoy ourselves as the renters were so loud. At 10 pm. Mom called the police on them. Next thing I know is that I am getting a text saying that a couple houses from us just got egged. Police went by, didn't stop and didn't even acknowledge the issue that was going on. Mom called the police back 20 minutes later and told them I saw the first one just drive by and do nothing and the noise was still super loud and going on. I made sure they knew I was beyond angry. I was so tired but couldn't sleep because of them. They finally settled down at midnight. Oh and then our AC upstairs shit out as well. Yup... nothing like a complete cluster of things happening....ugh. The renters better not try the same tonight or I will call the police every 30 minutes if I have to. I am not playing around anymore. I am tired of them, the renters, the whole place here. It is sickening that we have to go through this. We pay a lot of money for several people to sit on their *sses and get paid. Stay tuned on tomorrows letter to see what happens tonight....lol
 The AC guy is here now. He has been here for the last 90 minutes. Guess there are definitely major issues with both units so that is good that he is here to try and fix it but not good because we keep having the same issues all the time. It is like clockwork...every 3 months. We got to start catching a break here soon. We are trying to keep our heads held high and think positive but it is tough. We are doing the best we can. Hopefully the guy will be done soon as it will be time for Mom to feed the pups and make dinner. I am hoping to relax tonight so that I can get some much needed solid sleep. Please watch over us, Tyler. Knowing that you are keeping us safe and healthy is a huge thing for Mom. I am trying my best. I hope that you can see that, pumpkin. I hope that I am making you proud. 
 You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. I love you more than anything, Tyler. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. I miss you beyond any words that I can express. Mom will light your candle this evening and I will whisper to you later. Smile when you hear Mom. I will smile back to you. Mom wanted to write a bit more to you but I can't and I am sorry. I just had a call come in telling us what needed to be fixed on the AC units will not be covered under our warranty and that it is going to cost over $500.00 out of our pocket. Just another thing that makes things rough for us all. Mom just wants to sit and cry. I don't understand why all this is happening to us. We need help badly 😢  Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then...good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💙