Dear Tyler,

 Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? It is already 3:30 pm and at times this day seems to be dragging and other times it seems to be going by quickly. Mom has not been productive at all today. I have not done anything that I wanted to do in my office. I guess it is just an off day for me and I can't get my head out of my *ss today at all. I have been up since 7 am but I didn't sleep well at all. I was up every 2 hours. I am pretty tired today so I know that this evening will be a fairly early one for Mom.  
 Mark was up early and out of the room even before I could get out of bed. I think he was having "first day jitters" for his new job. He started at 9 am and he has been on the phone all day long. I bet he will be pretty tired as well. He has come in my office once today at noon time. I am anxious to hear about his day! I guess I will have to wait for another 90 minutes as it will be 5 pm and I am hoping that he is able to stop work. We are not sure of his hours at all just yet. I will get the low down later this evening. The pups have been pretty quiet and tired all day long. Meme and Bob have been between upstairs in their spare room or downstairs doing whatever. I know they will be eating dinner shortly as they usually do during the week days. They will eat, come upstairs for a couple hours and then take Rocky out for his night walk and then they go to bed by 7:30 pm. That is their routine 7 days a week. Doesn't matter if it is a weekend or holiday or special day...they do that all the time. It is hard for Mark and I because we feel we can't do anything at night because we think we will wake them up or be too loud. It really sucks in a way. Selling this house and getting a smaller one is looking better all the time for us. We talked about it over the weekend. Our goal is to save as much money as we can and this time next year, we are looking to sell and down size. We do not need a big house like this and it is time for Meme and Bob to be on their own. At that point we will have lived here for 2 years and they know their way around where they like to go shopping and such. mark and Mom need to have our own space. We don't care if they live next to us at all...that is fine but we need separate places. Rocky needs to be a dog and not always carried or behind a gate like he is. Meme is still not letting him down around our pups. It has been 2 months now since Rocky has come to live here and still nothing has changed. They won't leave him here if they have to go out. They take him everywhere with them. It is great that he is loved, spoiled and treated wonderful from what he was used to but he still needs to be near ours. That is never going to happen so I just feel that separate homes will be the best for us all. Mom is getting really tired of cleaning up after everyone just to have them dirty it all again in a matter of a couple hours. It is too much for me to do on my own along with school and the new business. I have to clean up after myself, Mark and the 2 pups of ours. I can't be cleaning up after two more adults and another dog. There is no reason why Meme can't clean but she doesn't. Long story that I do not want to get into. Anyways... Mom rarely has time for herself to do things that I want to do where everyone else has all kinds of time and after 1 year, I am tired of it and nothing is changing and quite frankly I know nothing ever will so it is time for me once again to make those changes. I am okay with it too. Mom is already starting to look for different places now. We have 9 months but that will go by pretty dang fast! I will keep you updated as things progress!
 Mom has no updates at all for you. I haven't heard from Aunt Beck in a few weeks. Last time she called she spoke to Meme, not me. I am going to assume that things are well and she is just pretty busy. I spoke to Grandpa Saturday night. He called to tell me that a friend of Meme's had passed away from a brief illness. I knew her. We did the Relay For Life together. She was a very nice lady and she will be missed by many. We also spoke about their upcoming trip. They are getting excited to come...well Grandpa is...Debbie...not so much. She doesn't like to fly at all. Mom has made dinner reservations for us all on their Anniversary and also for Debbie's Birthday. We will be going to the Magic Kingdom and one other theme park of their choice plus Old Town and Disney Springs a couple times. During the day Mom will be showing them around the area as well. There will be days where we just lounged by the pool as well. All in all it should be fun filled days with them. Mom is looking forward to it. 
 It is going on 4:45 pm and you know what time that is.... it is time for Mom to get her butt in gear and get things finished up so that in 20 minutes I can go downstairs and feed the pups and then take them for their walk and get dinner going for Mark and I. later it will be snuggling up and relaxing. It will also be early to bed for Mom as tomorrow I am gone most of the day. I have a hair appointment at 10:30 am and then right after I have a nail appointment at 1 pm. I will be leaving here about 10 am and not getting home until after 3 pm. It will be a long day for sure. The rest of the week will be studying and hopefully selling out on my last 3 boxes. Help me out, pumpkin. Mom needs 3-4 more subscribers and I will be sold out of my August Boxes. I was hoping to get some over the weekend or today but nothing. I need to get some this week. If there is anything you can do to help me that would be super! Mom would appreciate it so much! I miss you beyond words and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will write to you when I am under the dryer getting my hair done tomorrow as after that I will be tired when I get home and my computer will not be on at all. have fun tonight while I sleep and come visit me in my dreams if you can. I will light your candle this evening and I will whisper to you later so smile for Mom and I will smile back to you my sweet precious son. Please continue to watch over us. Keep us safe and healthy. Thank you. Mom needs to go for now so until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖