Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. I have been up since 7:30 am. The pups were fed and walked and then Mom came in and I made breakfast for Mark and I. Haven't done that in so long. After breakfast was made, we both came upstairs to our offices to start the day. I have been in my office all day long. I have been researching product for my next box, sending emails and making calls. Mark has been on the phone and doing the same thing. We did get a pretty nasty thunderstorm earlier. The pups were scared but they settled down quite quickly so that was a huge help! It is now going on 4:30 pm. Mom needs to write your letter pretty quickly and then I need to go jump in the shower before starting the night routine. 
 Last night, Mom made dinner. We ate and then I cleaned everything up. The pups ate late due to the storms that we were having but they did eat which was really surprising. I think they get scared but they are starting to get used to it a bit. Not much but I will take anything. we watched tv for a bit. Mom spoke to Grandpa as well. They had a storm that knocked the power out there for over 24 hrs. We went to bed around 11 pm. Things were somewhat quiet last night with the renters next door. Hoping that tonight will be the same way. If not the Sheriffs will be quite busy. The plans for us is to fed the pups, walk them, have dinner and then relax. I know that even though neither Mark or Mom are saying things out loud, we are both stressed right out. We are on edge about what is going to happen and how we are going to be able to afford everything. Both of us are really not sleeping well, we are not eating right and our stomachs are always upset and sick feeling. Mom is praying that things change and quickly. The best I can do is just be quiet and support Mark any way that I can. I think he is appreciating that a lot. Mom is hoping to start to feel better and soon. It is not fun to always feel sick. You know that feeling all to well. Mom doesn't need to say anything.
 I really don't have much for updates for you. Debbie was asking if it would be better for them to come next summer instead of next month. I told her that it was up to her and Grandpa. I couldn't make that decision for them. I will be so sad if they choose that but I will understand why they did it. I just miss Grandpa so much. I want to see him and be able to talk and joke around and go places with them. I want them to see our home and area where we live. Mom will keep you posted. The other news that i have is that Uncle Dick is not doing well. Aunt Jacqui messaged Mom to tell ne that he is failing fast. His COPD and asthma is getting bad now and he is shaking(tremors), like Bob. He has been diagnosed with dementia in the past months which was news to all of us. This is so sad. Meme called him a couple days ago and she said he was totally out of it. She said it didn't even sound like him. I think that hit home for her. They rarely ever talk and that is sad in itself. I will keep you posted on that too. As for everyone else... I guess they are well. I don't hear from many anymore. I gave up on Charlie, Marion, Chris and all them. They must not miss me either because no one is calling or texting me. Sad but I don't let it get to me at all anymore. I can't. I have other things to do and concentrate on!
 Well, Tyler. It is getting close to that time where Mom needs to be getting off the computer and starting to get things set for the night. I will light your candle later. I will whisper to you like I always do. Have fun while I sleep. Come visit again in my dreams if you can. I loved it last night. I do wonder why you are always so small and young in my dreams of you though. I will take it thought as I get to hear your voice and it makes me smile. Thank you for that. Please continue to watch over us all. Keep us safe and healthy. Thank you. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you. Smile for me when you hear my voice later and I will be sure to smile back to you. 
 I miss you more than words can say. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💙