Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is well. The sun is out and shining and it is warm as always but that is what you get in the Sunshine State and trust me I am not complaining at all! 

Last night was interesting. We fed the pups, walked them, Mom made dinner, we ate and then we did what we said we would...we put the table together. We started at like 6:30 pm and finished at 7:45 pm. Not bad but poor Mark did most of it as Mom was not feeling the greatest. I ate something that gave me massive heartburn and I could not bend over as it made it worse for me. Mark was a good sport and didn't mind at all. After it was done and finished, Mark & Mom looked at it and thought it was much smaller than the pictures and measurements online. Not sure if it will do what we wanted it to do in the space but we will try and see. If not, Mark said he would take it in his office as it is a bigger desk than what he has now. Guess we will know later tonight on where it is going to go...lol!

Today has been a very slow day for me... It is 1:30 pm and it feels like it is 10 pm. I slept from 10:30 pm to 6:30 pm this morning. I didn't wake up once at all. Guess I was tired. Mark fell asleep around 9:30 pm. He was really tired and was snoring. Mom played her game for a bit and then went to bed. 

We both were up at 6:30 am. Pups were fed and walked and then Mark was upstairs and getting ready to shower so that he could leave for the office. Mom got ready right after. I had breakfast and then was right in the office. Meme and Bob were out for about 1.5 hours this morning. Pups have been super for Mom today. Princess has been sleeping in my room along with Ozzy. It is pretty quiet right now. Meme must be downstairs and Bob is maybe outside again...not sure. Anyways... Mark will be home around 4:30 pm tonight. Mom is making a good dinner. Fried chicken, baked potato and crispy green beans. There will be cake and ice cream for dessert as well. Mark will be happy about that! 

Mom saw some sad news yesterday after I wrote you your letter. A man, Michael Laplante who lived in NH and worked for Charlestown ambulance lost his battle with cancer the other night. He was a wonderful guy and leaves behind his wife and 2 children. He had a love for Superman like you did. I don't know if he ever knew that you had Superman's Van and that it was given to you from Dana and Will Reeves but I have a feeling that he will now and you both will have something to talk about with Christopher and Dana! Mom also did something as well. A few months ago, Mom reached out to Charlie to see how he was doing. I never heard back from him at all so I took it as a sign that he wanted to be left alone because I was off their social media pages as well. It's been several months now and Mom said nothing to no one but I kept getting this urge to reach out again so I did. I texted him and also called him. Let him know our number and if he wanted to call he could. Mom heard nothing at all. Again, I said nothing to one one about this. This afternoon, I got a text from him. He said he received the message a few months back but he has been busy. when I read that, I was kind of angry...really...you are so busy that you can't reach out to me after months? That is the same excuses that I got all the time. Too busy for me but never too busy for everyone else so that is where the distance started between us all. He said he would write more to me later but honestly I will not hold my breath at all. I guess at least he knows that I tried twice now. There is nothing else that I can do with this situation. I guess it will really continue to be like it has now for almost 2 years....

Not much else is going on today. Mom needs to search for her ear buds that go with her cell phone. I know I had them but I can't find them anywhere so I am going to be searching for them until I do find those things. That is what I am doing after I finish this letter to you. Doesn't sound exciting and it is not but it is needed as those things were expensive. I know they are somewhere...lol. Mom will find them. Maybe you can help guide me? I knew where they were before we were moving but not now. It is so frustrating. Mark askes me all the time if I found them. For once I would like to tell him indeed I did! Help me out, Tyler...lol. Thanks pumpkin! 

It is now 2:15 pm. Mom is going to finish this up and get searching. I have had a candle warmer burning all day for you and I will put one on this evening as well. I will whisper to you like I do nightly so smile when you hear Mom and I will smile back to you my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my true hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I miss you more than ever and more than words can say. have fun tonight while I sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Mom looks nightly for a painting in the sky. Maybe tonight will be the night. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💛