Monday, May 3, 2021

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. mark and I were both up at 7 am and getting things set for the pups to eat and take their morning walk. We both were showered and ready by 8:15 am as well. Mark left for the office and Mom did a couple of things around the house and changed the door knobs that I have been wanting to. I was pretty proud of myself as I did it all alone and was successful...lol. after that was done, I went and grabbed breakfast quickly and I have been in my office since. I have both pups with me. Ozzy is snoring and has been all day long and Princess is so exhausted but she will not relax as Mark is not here. She is laying in the back of my computer chair right now. Hopefully she begins to settle down. she has been at this all day long... going on 6 hours...ugh...poor thing. Mom tries to calm her down but nothing helps at all...she just wants her person...Mark.

Mom has made calls and sent emails out today. I am looking at the August Box now as well...trying to get ahead of things. Last night was a mess....Mark and Mom went out to run our errands like I wrote to you. We came home, changed light bulbs in the pendant lights and recessed lighting and bam...we lost power in certain spots of the house. Mom called the electrician and he will be out sometime today to check things out for us. Then if that was not enough...Mark tried cleaning the pool and vacuuming it out and it got worse. We broke down and called a pool guy to come look at it to see what is going on. He will be by today as well. 

It has been quiet today here...Mom in her office listening to music, Bob sleeping all day in his room, and Meme has been downstairs. She actually cleaned the inside of the oven and mopped the floors downstairs. I was surprised. That is the first time she has done that in over 3 months. It took her about 1.5 hours to do it all and now she says that she is exhausted. I bet she is. I wish she would see why though. Mom has no where to talk at all but since living in Florida, I have lost about 20 pounds and Meme has gained about 30 pounds or more. She is really out of shape. She can hardly walk up the stairs now and can't carry Rocky any longer up them. Bob always has too. She doesn't see it and always says that Mom is making this stuff up. I wish I was but I am not. Meme is always tired and has zero energy to do anything. She yells at Bob for that but she is no better. She is either sitting and sleeping or knitting or doing nothing, eating or sleeping. That is what Bob does. This is their routine 7 days a week... no switching it up...no lie! It is so sad to watch. Mom has a hard time with it. I try to say something but Meme tells me not to start... I just turn away. Mark is finally seeing it all as well. I think that Bob has more energy than her and that is not saying much...Mark agrees with me. Anyways....

I spoke to Aunt Beck today for the first time in maybe over a month. They just got to their house in Arizona 2 days ago. They were camping out and staying with John's family as their renters didn't leave until May 1st. She is happy. She sent Mom pics of their view. It is really nice. The desert looks peaceful and calming. They will be there until the 20th of this month and then they head back North until September when they fly back to Arizona for another 2 months. Mom filled her in on everything here. She is up to speed now. I told her about my new ca and what happened with it all plus all the crap with Meme. I sent her pictures too. She never mentioned Bean... on how she is doing. I am going to assume she is good. I spoke to Auntie Kristina today as well. I will touch base with Grandpa and Aunt Shirley this week too. I will update you when I can.

It is already going on 2:45 pm. Mom has a few more things to do before everyone gets here to look at the power and the pool. Mark will be on the road soon and home by 4 pm or 4:30 pm. I will write to you again tomorrow afternoon. I will whisper to you later tonight before I fall asleep. Smile for me and I will smile to you my sweet precious son. I hope you have fun tonight and come visit me in my dreams. Please watch over us and keep us safe and healthy. Thank you. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I miss you more than words can say, Ty. This world is not the same without you. Mom is not the same anymore either. Haven't been for almost 8 years now 😢 Time doesn't heal anything. It hurts more. You were and still are my everything. I love you. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams later.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💚

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