Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. I was up at 6:30 am and pups were walked and fed by 7:30 am. Mom came right upstairs, made the bed and then took a shower and got ready. I have been in my office all day long looking at websites for the last few things I need for my August box. My eyes were hurting me so I decided to take a break and write to you before going back to it again. It is almost 4 pm so I need to make some decisions quickly. 

Last night was quiet just as I expected it to be. Mom was just not in a talkative mood. Between getting news of Jaidyn yesterday and the dates... Mom is just quiet and emotional. Mark took a bath while I cuddled in bed with the pups. It rained most of the evening again so the pups were snuggled close. Today it has been pretty much overcast with no rain. Tomorrow and Saturday will be the same way and then Sunday through all next week will be rain again. Guess we are making up for the lack of rain that we have not been getting. The pool water is so high and it is ready to overflow again...lol. Tonight will be another quiet evening. Mom will just kick back and watch a bit of tv. I am just in another world right now with knowing the days ahead and everything that comes rushing back to Mom. Bare with me. I will get through it but it won't be easy. 

This morning we got more horrific news. Someone that Mom has known through Mark has been sick for a couple months now. Come to find out it has been a lot longer than that. She had tests run and the results have been given to her, her family and her friends. She has cancer and tumors in her ovaries, brain and around her aorta. The cancer is basically taken over her body and she has no energy, won't eat and is losing weight rapidly. That was a call we received at 8 am this morning. So heartbreaking 💔. The doctors give her less then a year but with all that we have been told and what Mom kinda knows...unfortunately I think it could be a lot sooner. My thoughts and prayers are with Bonnie and Joe and their family. I wish for nothing but a miracle for her and Jaidyn. I sent a message for all prayer warriors to help them. 

Also this morning, Mom logged into her email and saw a few things that just didn't look right. I looked into it a bit more and saw that someone in Sioux Falls SD hacked into my account and tried to place 3 orders using my credit card. They changed my info in my profile as well. They gave their address and phone number. Mom was so tempted to call them but I didn't. I called the company and they locked my account, they called the stores where the orders were placed and they canceled them altogether so those people will not be getting a darn thing. Guess the surprise will be on them now. Mom changed her passwords and put a higher security on her account. What a mess. We have to wait for the refunds and then our accounts will be up and running again. I can't believe that people like that are out there. It is sad and karma will get them. I am just glad I caught it quickly. 

So that is my day in a nut shell.... Crazy huh? That is why I am hoping for a quiet evening. It has been a pretty quiet day so far. Meme has been downstairs all day again, Bob has been in his room...week 3 and he is still not better. He refuses to go to the doctors. Mark has been busy working like crazy. Hopefully we can have dinner together tonight. That will be nice. No updates today. Maybe tomorrow or over the weekend. I will keep you posted though. 

Mom has had a candle lit all day for you and I have been listening to music as well. Right now there is the song playing "What a wonderful world" by Louis Armstrong. You used to sing that all the time. It always made me smile my sweet precious son. Oh how I miss you so much. I miss all the time we had together. I miss it all. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. You live in my heart, mind, body and soul forever! I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. Never not feel that in your soul. 

Mom has to get going for now. I have to go back to my looking at websites. I have a just a few minutes to do so before I have to feed the pups and walk them and then get dinner going for us. I will whisper to you later this evening so smile for mom and I will smile back to you. Have fun while I sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thanks. Please continue to watch over us and keep us healthy and safe. Thanks, Tyler. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams. 

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💛