Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing today? I hope you are happy happy happy! Mom is doing well today. Been kinda under the weather the last couple days but you already knew that, huh? The weather here has been really weird...1 minute it is humid & sunny and the next it is raining with massive thunder & lightning. It has been this way for over 2 weeks now. Max could care about the weather and sleeps right through it all, but Snickers, the poor little guy just gets so scared and freaked out. I was holding him for a bit today while we were having the storm. He was just shaking. I feel so helpless during those times. I just don't know what to do about it and where to put him because when he gets scared he pees everywhere. I hope this weather ends soon. 
 Spoke to Aunt Becky today. She was telling me some pretty interesting things that she has been told over the last couple days. She went out to dinner with Forrest, but you already knew that too because you made your presence known. I am so thankful that you do this because it continues to give me validation that you are doing well. Some of the things she told me made me laugh & smile but a couple things had me tearing up. To say the least you peaked my curiosity a bit with a couple things you mentioned. I don't know what to say or where to go with it so I am hoping that someday soon when I have another reading you can help clarify things for Mom. I hear that you are older in the Spiritual Realm? I think 34 years old is what you said? Why that age? I wonder if you picked that or if that was something out of your hands? I got a chuckle when Aunt Becky told you that she was still older & you needed to still listen to her...lol! Forrest said you chuckled when she said that. It made me happy to hear that you are always around me. I truly believe that you are. We were so close Tyler. I miss you so much but I think you get the picture when you hear me always saying that to you. I hope it makes you smile & say that you miss me as well. There were a couple things I am curious about as I mentioned to you above.... 1 is that Forrest said that we ( us in the physical world ) believe that once you die you go to Heaven and our loved ones are in the sky " floating " around above us, but the truth is, is that our loved ones walk this physical world with us, beside us but we can't see you because of the different realm that we both are in. I found that so intriguing. I want to hear so much more about this. I have always wondered what you do, how you spend your time. I hope to have you explain it to me when you get the chance. The 2nd thing that you mentioned was someone brought up the fact that the doctor's didn't have a clue to what happened to you all those years ago, but when that was stated you corrected them and said that the clues were right in front of the doctors but they never saw them. Does this mean that you finally got the answers to what happened to you & why? Do you understand it all now? I really hope so because I am still left wondering. I still would like to know the answers to why it happened in the 1st place and why you had to suffer all those years like you did. I want to know why the doctor's couldn't see the clues? Why were they not seeing them? I don't mean to be selfish at all or come off sounding demanding... I guess I have waited so long to find out the answers and to hear that the doctors had the clues in front of them and couldn't see it just breaks my heart. I am so sorry Tyler that you had to do & go through all that you did when maybe just maybe it could have been prevented. I hope in you knowing the answers you do indeed understand it all & why you were the chosen one to live a life like you did. I hope it all makes sense to you pumpkin.
 The weather is starting to get dark again...looks like round 2 of storms moving in. Poor Snickers...he just settled down from the last ones. Due to Max not being able to walk all that well anymore I rarely go outside with him during the evening. I do however go on our balcony and look to the sky to see if I can see the stars & moon shining brightly. I whisper to you nightly whether I see them or not because I know you are there. I hope you hear my every word to you. I miss you so much & I love you beyond any words could ever express to anyone. I hope you have a peaceful evening. May you continue to watch over Mom, Mark & the rest of our family & friends. Sweet dreams my precious son. You will always be in my heart, mind, body & soul...Forever!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!