Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Wednesday night? Mom is doing alright. Today was a pretty busy day for Mom. Did some housework & I was busy on the computer chatting with a couple friends. Made a nice dinner for Mark & Mom & then relaxed for a couple hours. Now Mom is writing to you. I did have a rough patch during the afternoon. Did you see Mom crying? Did you hear me talking to you & singing you our song? I posted it on here for you. Mom seems to be crying a lot lately. Guess it is that time of the year. Emotions are on high speed lately. I know you are with me all the time. That is wonderful because I need you so much. Thank you.
 Spoke to Meme today. She is being funny as she is trying to get the hang of facebook. She keeps calling Mom with all kinds of questions. I think it is great. I am sure it makes you laugh. Oh, that laugh that I miss so much. The smile I miss, the voice & everything else. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 Right now, Mom is watching Long Island Medium & yup the tears are flowing once again. I always cry throughout the show. Can't help it...touches me in a way that I can't explain. I grieve for others & I grieve for myself for losing you. Please be patience with Mom as it is so hard. I know you know this & you can feel Mom.
 I know I am suppose to write out the daily prayer to you but I will tomorrow. My eyes really are burning from all the tears today. It is late now & Mom is heading to bed. Please be with Mom throughout the night. I need you. Thank you. Please watch out for our family & friends. It means a lot. Mom is hoping that your night is all that you need & want. May you slow down & get some rest. Sweet dreams to you. Hope Mom sees you in my dreams tonight when I fall asleep. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!