Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Today was not such a great day for me as you could see. I have had a tough time as you know why & what is going on. It sucks but I don't want you to worry as Mom will get through it & I will be just fine. I promise you this. The weather today has been awful. It has been so dark & rainy all day. Mom had to put lights on at like 2 pm this afternoon as it was that dark already. Crazy weather the last few days. Guess we are suppose to be getting some pretty cold temps this weekend but as I see it... we will have a green Christmas which makes Mom so happy! 
 No updates for you today either as I have only spoken to Grandpa & Meme very briefly on the phone. I think we are all just stressed out & feeling the pressures of the holidays. Everyone is just being so angry & ugly including Mom. It is not very nice & I am not proud of it by no means. Please I ask of you to please watch over Mom & our entire family & friends. Mom always needs you by my side. Thank you so much my sweet precious son.
 I know this is usually where I would write the daily prayer for you but if you don't mind I will write todays & tomorrows on your letter Friday evening. Mom is so far behind in everything this evening. I still need to make dinner & feed the pups. I am so sorry but I know you understand & hold nothing against me. I miss you so much & like crazy. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 I know Mom won't be seeing the moon & the stars tonight in the sky shining but I know you are shining bright somewhere for someone who needs it. Hope your night is peaceful & restful. Get some sleep & have sweet dreams. Come see Mom in my own dreams tonight. I would love that. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!