Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is so sorry that she didn't write to you last night but as you could see my Mom was on the couch all day wrapped up in a blanket & not feeling well at all. Today is much better as I got sleep last night. I think that I caught what Mark had & plus I was also pretty tired. Anyways, Mom is so sorry.
 Mom has not been doing much today at all. I spoke on the phone with a couple friends this morning, walked the pups & then I have been on my computer most of the day. Something made me go back & reread the notes that were taken when I had my reading with Forrest & you came through. Had myself a good cry just like I always do when I read it. I miss you so much. I think that you know this though.
 Mom has no updates for you as I did not talk to anyone over the weekend or yesterday. I am sure that I will have some for you later this week though. I do, however, have a couple daily prayers that I need to write out to you. Here there are. December 14~ The Lord is my light & my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? In the midst of the darkness that threatens to overwhelm us lies a pinpoint of light, a persistent flicker that guides us through the pain & fear, through the hopelessness & despair, to a place of peace & healing on the other side. This is God's Spirit, leading us back home like a lighthouse beacon that directs the ships through the fog to the safety of the harbor. Amen.
 December 15~ Let thy mercy, O Lord, be upon us, according as we hope in thee. Like the evergreen, hope never dies, but stands tall & mighty against the coldest winter winds until the summer sun returns to warm its outstretched branches. Amen.
 All caught up yet again. Mom still continues to enjoy writing these prayers to you. I hope that you enjoy them as well. The evening sky will be upon us within the next 2 hours or less. It gets dark here at 4 pm. The days are just too short & the nights are so long. Mom is hoping that seeings how the sky has been clear all day the stars & the moon will be visible for us to see. Haven't seen it in the last few days & it would make me smile if I could. If Mom doesn't see them than that is ok.... I will still whisper to you as I always do. Please listen out for my voice. Smile that big smile that I miss so much for me, ok? Thanks pumpkin.
 I hope that your night is all that you need & want it to be. Slow down though & get some rest. Mom is hoping to see you in my dreams tonight & may you have the sweetest of dreams. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!