Sunday, December 13, 2015

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing this afternoon on this Sunday? Mom has been up pretty early this morning so that we could get a head start on doing the rest of our Christmas shopping & then our grocery shopping. We did really well as we left at 10:30 am & we got home from it all at 1:30 pm. Not too shabby as it was getting pretty busy when we were leaving! I must say it was really good timing. Came home & put everything away & then I am now writing to you. Mom is tired & will be going to bed early tonight that is for sure! 
 The weather today was not as nice as it was yesterday but it still was in the 50's. No sun was shining though as today was really overcast & cloudy. it is going to get darker earlier tonight that is for sure. I am thinking that nothing will be shining in the sky tonight so I won't be able to see the moon & the stars but that is ok. Mom knows that you are shining bright for someone that needs it. As always, Mom will whisper to you as I always do so later be listening to my voice. Smile & whisper I love you Mom back so that I might get the chance to hear it. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You still are my everything & you always will be. I miss you like crazy. Can you see how much? Can you feel it? I hope so. Mom just blew you a kiss, did you see that? Did you catch it? My mind wonders all the time about so many things. I still have not had a chance to have another reading with Forrest but I am hoping to after the new year. I hope that when it happens, you come through again. I really want to talk to you. I want to hear that you are ok & what you are doing with your time. I will let you know when I set something up.
 Mom has no updates for you as I have not spoken to anyone at all. Maybe I will have something for you tomorrow. As far as I know, everyone is doing well & are as happy as they can be. Mom is ok with that. Thank you for watching over us all. It means so much to me & our family & friends. I was so lucky to have been chosen to be your Mom & now as much as I miss you Mom is so lucky to have you as my sweet Angel. 
 Here is your daily prayer for today. December 13~ And the King shall answer & say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. Heavenly Father, when you sent, Jesus, you gave your best to us. As I consider how to go about emulating that kind of love, I'd like to give in a significant way to someone who is in need. There are many many opportunities to give, but I'd like to do more than just buy a present; I'd like to give myself. Amen.
 The evening sky is fully upon us now. Boy is it dark. I will be looking to the sky later just to see if I see anything. Probably not as the news just said we were in for some rain & possible thunderstorm over night. Mom is hoping that you have a wonderful night what ever you may be doing or where you need to go. May it be all that you need & want it to be. Relax a little & get some sleep. I am hoping that you have the sweetest of dreams & that I see you in my own when I fall asleep & close my eyes. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul my sweet precious son. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS What are you doing up there....Green Bay is kicking the Cowboys butts in this football game. I can hear you laughing right now. Not funny but I love you to pieces xoxoxo.

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