Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is just hoping that where you are the sun is shining on your face & you are smiling away. In my head I can see you with your face to the sun & allowing it to just warm you from the outside in. I can still see the look that you would always give. So many pictures & memories in my head still that I hope never fade or go away. Today here where Mom is it is yet again raining...go figure right? We have had so much rain in the last couple months that it is crazy. Not too many dry days & hardly any days when the sun was shining bright. Weather states that the rest of the week is suppose to be sunny & temps in 50's & middle 60's by the weekend. I hope so. This weather brings Mom down. I don't mind a little rain but this is just ridiculous. Anyways..... enough about the depressing weather...lol. 
 The day has been ok for the most part. Did some housework earlier today & then had a wonderful conversation with Auntie Kristina. Mom also had a conversation with another friend this morning & this afternoon as well. Things are going well for him now but he had a pretty scary medical issue last night & this morning. He called Mom to just chat about it. I gave my input on what I think it might be, but I also told him that he might want to go & get checked out. This poor guy has had a lot happen in just a few short months. He really could use a break. He is a great guy. It hurts Mom to see him scared & upset. If there is anything that you can do on your side to watch over him & help him out, Mom would appreciate it a great deal. I know he would appreciate it too. Thanks my sweet precious son. I know you are working hard & you are so busy doing all kinds of things. I know you are a helper just like Mom is. I know you watch over all of our family & friends the best you can & that is all I ask of you. Knowing that I can't have you here with Mom any longer breaks my heart every breath that I take but knowing that you are one of my Guardian Angles that is with me always gives me a piece of mind that I will gladly accept form you. I will take what I can get. I miss you like cray & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Just always remember this. 
 Nothing really to update you on since yesterdays letter. I will be chatting with Meme & Grandpa later tonight but that is about it. Mom is continuing to march forward with updating everything on the web so that I can hopefully start looking for employment & also I am looking into doing a couple more classes as I have to have continue education credits ever year. It is a requirement needed to keep this Certification that I just got. Lots of things to keep me busy. Mom needs that. If I am not busy my mind wanders & that is not always a good thing as you know. Aunt Shirley finally got answers to what has been going on with her health wise. She will be going to a couple doctors in the coming weeks to " fix " the issues that are happening. At least she is on her road to recovery now. Think that is all that I have for now.
 Here is your daily prayer for today. April 12~ Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass. Father, there are many events in our lives over whick we have no control. However, we do have a choice either to endure trying times or to give up. Remind us that the secret of survival is remembering that our hope is in your fairness, goodness, & justice. When we put out trust in you who cannot fail us, we can remain faithful. Our trust & faithfulness produce the endurance that sees us through the tough times we all face in this life. Please help us to remember. Amen.
 Well, the evening sky will be upon us within the next hour or so. The sun is just beginning to set. Yes... the sun broke through just about an hour or so. Nice to see as I was forgetting what it looked like...lol. I hope that means there is a small chance that we will see the stars & moon shining bright. No worries if Mom doesn't as I will be whispering to you as I always do. Be listening for my voice & smile that big smile that I love & miss so much. I will remember to smile as well so that you can see Mom. Hope your evening is all that you need & want it to be. Rest if you can & have sweet dreams. Come see Mom in my dreams if you can. Thanks pumpkin! Please remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my true hero & Mom's wind beneath my wings. Good night, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

P.S. One of the things I will be posting on here is a letter that I found that I know if you could you would say these exact words to me xoxoxo. I love you unconditionally.