Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is doing fine today. It has been a pretty good day...well the best it can be. You know what I am talking about. Today was a pretty easy going day for me. Didn't really do anything to stressful. I had all intentions on doing a few things & I didn't do them as I got sucked into the dang computer. I did however do some housework & I took the pups for a nice long walk. The weather today is pretty cloudy & overcast. The skies are gray & blah. Guess there will be no chance in seeing the stars & moon shining bright. That's ok... Mom will whisper to you as I always do so be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear me talking & I will be smiling for you to see as well. Looks like tomorrow will be a busy day for Mom as everything that I put off doing this afternoon will have to be done tomorrow but that is just fine as tomorrow it is suppose to rain all day so it will be a good day to do everything. Mom is still trying to figure out exactly what my next steps are going to be in regards to more schooling & classes. Mark seems to think I can just take the other certification without extra classes & Mom was told that I needed those extra classes so I am just confused. I need to talk to a few more folks to figure things out. Anything you can do to help Mom would be great. If you can put Mom in the right direction I would love that. Yesterday, Mom spoke to Meme & she was talking to Aunt Beck. She asked if she has seen you lately & Aunt Beck said no. Meme said she has felt nothing either. Aunt Beck said you must be pretty busy doing many things, learning lots of new stuff & going to so many places that you need to be at. I sure wish that I knew what you were doing, what you are learning & the places you go to. I am so curious to what exactly goes on. I look at your picture all day throughout the day & just always wonder who is seeing you. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. As I am typing this I am looking at your picture & the tears are just falling from my eyes. Its ok though. I will not stop them. Just know Mom is ok. Just sad. I love you so much, Tyler. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I always have & I always will. Please never ever forget that. If I could I would bring you back & take care of you again. I would do it all over a hundred times just to have you with Mom. I know that is selfish as your life here in the physical world had so many limitations & I would never want that for you again as I know you are happy where you are but I think you know what I am trying to say to you. Mom is hoping to touch base with Forrest this week to get an appointment to have my reading. I am hoping that you, Nana, Pepe, Wendy, Holly & maybe Ron comes through. I would love to hear from you all but especially you, Tyler. I know you are busy but if you can just try for me it would mean the world to me. I will let you know when I have the date. 
 Mom really doesn't have any updates for you tonight as I didn't really talk to anyone last night. We had to cancel our skype call as Mark was not feeling well & neither was Tubal or Karen. All 3 of them were sick. I am sure I will have some updates for you in tomorrows letter. I did talk to my friend, Gary. He said to tell you hello. He asked Mom to find a favorite picture of you & he wants Mom to send it to him. He said he wanted to do something & had something in mind to do for my Birthday. I told him it was not necessary but he insisted. He said that I have helped him so much that he wanted to do this for Mom. I think it is so sweet. Whatever he has in mind I am sure I will love it & also shed several tears....go figure, right? That is your Mom for you. 
 Here is your daily prayer for today. April 25~ And thou shalt be secure, because there is hope; yea, thou shalt dig about thee & thou shalt take thy rest in safety. Almighty God, I know you are supremely faithful! Today I ask you to restore hope to the hopeless. Plant seeds of hope in hearts that have lain fallow for so long. Send down showers of hope on those struggling with illness, persecution or difficult relationships. Hope that comes from you is hope with the power to sustain us when nothing around us seems the least bit hopeful. Amen.
 The evening sky is going to upon us in the next hour or so. Think due to the weather it will be coming faster than normal. Mom hopes that you have a peaceful & restful evening. May you do all that you have to do & want to do. May you get the chance to rest or if you can close your eyes for a few minutes, think of Mom as I always am thinking of you. Please come visit me in my dreams tonight when I lay my head down to fall asleep. Thank you. Please continue to watch over our family & friends as I know you always do. It means so much to us all. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. I love you more than words can say. Good night, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!