Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is doing well but quite tired as I didn't sleep all that well last night. I am so sorry that I did not write to you again last night but as you could see Mom submitted her exam at 6:48 pm & I am so happy to say that I passed it...the 1st time taking it. Not many can do that I guess. I am so proud of myself but it is still pretty surreal. My final grade was a 94%. There was 708 questions total & Mom got 669 correct. That is 39 questions wrong. I think that is not bad at all. when I submitted & saw my grade I started to shake, cry, laugh, smile...all kinds of emotions were running through my head & body. It was pretty crazy. I am sure that you saw it all. Next is updating my resume & then putting my name out there to find a job. Mom is excited, scared, nervous about it all but I know I will do just fine. I got this. Well, I do with you being by my side. Gosh, Tyler I wished that I could have gotten on skype or the phone to call you to tell you last night or better yet just walk into the next room to tell you the news. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. You were & still are my world. You are my everything & nothing or no one will ever change that. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Never forget that.
 So I have a couple updates for you tonight. Talked to meme last night & today. All is well with her & Bob. Grandpa & Debbie are well too. They are all happy for Mom & her accomplishment with the exam. Tried to call Aunt Beck but left her a message to call me back. Haven't heard from her yet. Probably tomorrow. Grammy is doing the best she can & Aunt Shirley is still in a lot of pain. The rest of our family are good. Auntie Kristina's dad is back in the hospital again. He got admitted a couple days ago. Things are ok with his heart but now he has some internal bleeding going on. He will be having some tests done tomorrow so hopefully he will get some answers. Auntie Kristina, her Dad & her Mom are having such a tough time with this. She said she could feel you being with her. That made Mom smile. I have no doubt in my mind that you were with her. She loved ( loves ) you very much & vice versa. Mom also spoke to Bonnie. She is not having an easy time right now with her situation. It makes Mom sad. She gives so much to so many & just gets shit on all the time. Please watch over her for Mom, please watch over us all. I know you will do all that you can from where you are. Thank you so much pumpkin. It means so much to us all. I think that is all the updates that I have for you tonight. Mom's friend Gary always tells Mom to tell you " hello " every night so there is his " hello " for tonight. That makes Mom smile too. He is such a thoughtful guy. He is Mom's best male friend. He is going through so much stuff right now as well so if you could watch over him as well that would be great. Thanks again, Ty!
 Mom has the 2 daily prayers that I need to write to you to catch up on. Here they are. April 5~ Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth. Lord, it often happens that you are trying to communicate an important truth to us, but we are so busy searching for the truth elsewhere that we don't stop & listen. Teach us the importance of being still, Lord. Only when we are still can we be aware of your presence & hear your voice. Only when we quiet the stirrings of our own souls can we connect with your will! Speak to us, Lord----and help us be ready to listen. Amen.
 April 6~ He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, s that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning t the end. Change is inevitable, Lord, we know. Help us accept this. If we view each transition as an opportunity to experience your faithfulness, we make new places in our lives for spiritual growth. Amen. 
 The evening sun has set for the night. The sky will be dark very soon. The sky looks clear so maybe just maybe Mom will get the chance to see the stars & moon. No matter what I will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear it & Mom will smile when I am talking to you. Hope that your night is restful & peaceful. May you do all the things that are needed from you & all that you may want to do. Sweet dreams & come visit Mom in my dreams tonight as well. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night, Tyler. I love you unconditionally.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!