Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom has had such a busy day today that this is the 1st chance that I have gotten to write to you. I have not been on my computer at all. I spent the day hanging out with my friend & we went shopping. We had fun just laughing & joking around...being like 2 little kids. Now Mom is back, I put all the things away, took the pups for a walk & then prepped dinner. It is cooking as we speak so I thought that I would write to you for a couple minutes. 
 Mom is sorry that I didn't write to you last night but I spent the night having dinner & playing golf with Mark & my friend. After that it was bed time. I know that you don't mind when I skip a night & not write but it bothers Mom a lot as this is how I stay so close to you. Last night the stars & moon were out & it was so beautiful. I whispered to you as I always do. Did you hear Mom? I hope so. When I was walking the pups a few minutes ago the sun was setting & the sky was dark. It really is just so beautiful. The moon was not out for where I could see it but I did see some stars. Mom will whisper to you again tonight so be listening out for my voice. 
 I have not spoken to anyone today on the phone but I did speak to Meme & Grandpa the other day. Everything is going well with them & they are getting ready for the Thanksgiving holiday. I guess because of Mark's schedule we will not be able to go there early so we will be driving up to NH on Thanksgiving. Mom was pretty upset about it but not much I can really do as this is Mark's job & it is the only income we have so I have to be understanding to a certain point. Holidays are always tough for Mom since I lost you. You were so like Mom & you were into the decorating, the music, the festivities. It was great....but now I just can't seem to get into them anymore. Sure I decorate for Christmas & I still listen to the music but it's just not the same. I think that is why I enjoy helping others out that need it. It makes Mom feel so happy & brings me so much joy. I know when I do things like that you are smiling down on Mom. That in itself is so worth it to me! I miss you my sweet precious son & I love you tot he moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my everything & always will be. You are my hero, the wind beneath my wings. Never forget that, please! Hopefully Mom will have some updates for you by this weekend. Here are the daily prayers that I need to catch up on:
 November 16~ Great is the Lord & greatly to be praised; his greatness is unsearchable. Dear Lord, I realize that the " unsearchableness " of your greatness isn't intended to discourage my searching for it. So many new things occur to me about your wisdom & greatness whenever I stop to examine the world around me. Part of what makes these discoveries so exciting is that I realize I cannot exhaust them. It doesn't matter how many treasures I dig up about your greatness. If I keep digging, I'll keep finding more. And it's wonderful how you tuck away such wonderful gems in the layers of your creation. I'll keep searching as long as I live. Thank you for disclosing yourself in so many ways, especially the ones that take a little " mining " to uncover. To examine God's work is to discover more about his greatness, which compels me to praise him even more. Amen. 
 November 17~ Praise the Lord! How good it is to sing praises to our God; for he is gracious.....He heals the brokenhearted & binds up their wounds. The scars you bear, Lord Jesus, are evidence of your wounds. You carry them in your own body. But let the scars in my own life not remind me of the wounds that made them as much as they remind me of your coming to heal them. Thank you for all the gracious ways you've brought healing to my life----to my soul, my mind, my body & my emotions. I wouldn't be praying this prayer if it weren't for your healing touch. I praise you in your precious name. Amen. Healing this side of heaven is a foreshadowing of the complete healing that awaits us. Amen.
 Mom is all caught up again. I hope that you have a fun evening tonight doing all the things you want to do & need to do. I hope that you have a couple adventures along the way. Come visit Mom again tonight in my dreams like you did last night. It means so much to me. Thanks Tyler! 
 It is time for Mom to go have dinner so I have to go for now. Good night & sweet dreams, Ty. Until tomorrow.... I love you unconditionally.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!