Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday night? Happy Christmas Eve in Heaven my sweet precious son. Today has been a day that is tough for me & tomorrow will be even harder. Mom will try her best to hold it together. Please send me a sign to let me know you are at Meme's. Thank you.
 Today, Mom got up & had a jacuzzi.... things were going well & then Mom fell. I hurt my upper arm & face. I know it will be bruised by tomorrow. I stated to laugh as I did a super star move. Leave it to me to do that...ugh! Went & saw Grammy today & met Grandpa & Debbie up there. I had a few minutes with her alone. Oh Tyler, it broke my heart. She was sleeping when I got there & I woke her up. She didn't even recognize me at first. I started talking to her & she then looked at me & grabbed my hands & said " Sheri " & then I knew she remembered me. We visited until it was time for her to go have lunch. Grammy talked about the past a lot & about loved ones who have passed away. I know that is typical of someone who is 96 years young. She loved her Christmas gift that I gave her. She was so sweet. I miss her a lot. I enjoyed our visit. After leaving there, Mom & Mark went to go get Sam & we went to the cemetery to visit you. Your bench was all snow & ice & the snow was banked right up so I couldn't even get to it. I left you your Christmas ornament. Did you see it yet? Sam is going to pick it up for Mom on New Years when she goes to visit you. She had Mom laughing so hard today...even Mark was laughing. That was really surprising. I saw one of my friends there as well visiting her son, Mom, brother & Gram. It was so nice to see her & share some moments that each of us understand. Later on we brought Sam home & the headed to Meme's where we stayed for a couple hours visiting her & Bob. Now we have been back in the hotel for about 2 hours & I am writing you this letter. Mom is pretty tired after having such a long day today. I am so not used to that at all....lol. Tomorrow we will get up & get ready & head over to Meme's & have Christmas with her, Bob, Grandpa & Debbie. I am hoping to go back & visit you for a bit as well. The weather is supposed to be cold but sunny so that will be nice. I miss you so much, Tyler. How I wish that you were here & we were doing our usual family traditions. That has all been done & gone so to speak. Never again..... That's all the updates that I have for you today. Here is your daily prayer for today: 
 December 24~ Praise the Lord! Praise the Lord from the heavens; praise him in the heights! Praise him, all his Angels; praise him, all his host! Angels, from the realms of glory, wing your flight over all the Earth. Ye who sang creation's story, now proclaim Messiah's birth. Come & worship, come & worship. Worship Christ, the newborn King. Shepherds, in the field abiding, watching over your flocks by night, God with man is now residing. Yonder shines the infant light. Come & worship, come & worship. Worship Christ, the newborn King. When they saw this, they made known what had been told them about this child & all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds told them. Amen.
 Tonight the evening sky was so pretty. It was dark, almost black & the there was clouds that looked like they were lit up. Mom tried to take a picture of it but that didn't work out that well. It was something I have never seen. I didn't see any stars but that is ok as I know you are shining bright. Mom will whisper to you as I always do so be listening out for my voice. Smile & I will too. Mom hopes that your night is all that you need & want it to be. Hope you are having a big celebration up there. Please come & be with Mom as I sleep tonight. I would love that. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. Good night & sweet dreams. I love you, unconditional.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!