Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is doing pretty well. I was able to get some more sleep last night which was much needed. I am starting to feel like myself again. Today was a busy day with going & running all the errands that I was needing to do yesterday plus I went grocery shopping. The stores were definitely busy. Up North there is going to be a nasty snow storm. They are calling it Fortis. NH is suppose to be getting anywhere from 12 -18" of snow. We are getting about an inch of rain & high winds for tomorrow night. Please watch over us all so that we are safe & healthy through this. I ask you, Tyler & the Angels to make sure that there are no power outages as the temps are going to be very cold & that our family & friends get to & from their homes safely. Thank you my sweet precious son. I love you with all my heart & I appreciate everything that you do for us on a daily basis. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You live forever in my heart, mind & soul. Never forget that, please!
 The sunset tonight was pretty. It was a pastel sky with it being blue, peach & pink. I took a few pictures but it didn't do the sky justice at all. Mom thought of you as I enjoyed seeing the painting that you created. I love looking at them & knowing they are signs from you. I will look to the sky later to see if I see the stars & the moon. Mom will whisper to you as I always do every night. Be listening for my voice. I will smile & I hope you will too.
 Meme called me a little bit ago to let me know that Ramon's Grandmother was not expected to make it. The doctors called Sandy, his Aunt at work today to tell her that she needed to get to Florida as soon as possible as she was failing fast. Hearing that made me very sad as she was such a sweet woman. Mom got along with her well & we often visited when she was up in NH. I know she has been battling cancer for the last 5 years. She is a strong woman that is for sure. I hope she is not suffering with pain & that she goes quickly if she is. She is someone that deserves her wings just like you did. I am sure you will see her when she crosses over. Make sure to tell her that Mom is praying for her. Thank you. Today is Aunt Shirley's Birthday so make sure to go visit her & give her a sign. She would really like that. Mom's friend Phaedra is having a session with Forrest tomorrow. Mom gifted it to her as I knew she could use it. I can't wait to hear all about it. If you get a chance you should pop in & say hello to her! I don't have any other updates for you as today I was out & about & wasn't home much. I will try to touch base with family tomorrow as I will be home all day. 
 Here is the daily prayer for December 28~ Then we your people, the flock of your pasture, will give thanks to you forever; from generation to generation we will recount your praise. Dear Lord, as each year draws to a close, I begin to take a long look at myself. Where is my life headed? What am I accomplishing? What will I leave behind when my time on Earth is up? I'm grateful for the way you've worked in my life, but now I look to the next generation. Have I passed on any faith or wisdom to the younger set? Have I mentored anyone to take my place----whatever that place might be? Have I inspired the next generation to praise you? Lord, let this be the focus of the coming year for me. Let me pass forward your praises. You then, my child, be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus & what you have heard from me through many witnesses entrust to faithful people who will be able to teach others as well. Amen.
 It is that time of night where Mom needs to be getting dinner going & getting the pups fed as well. I am a little behind schedule though as it is 6 pm. Mom hopes that you come visit me in my dreams tonight when I am sleeping. May you have a night where you get to do all the things you need & want to do as well. I miss you so much. I love you unconditional. Good night & sweet dreams. Until tomorrow.....
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!