Monday, September 4, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Happy Labor Day to you. Mom wants you to know that today has been a better day. I was able to sleep in for a bit, make a nice breakfast for both Mark & I & then he has been working & Mom has been finishing up last minute things for Grandpa's wedding. Mom was also able to chat on the phone with our cousin, Andrea. You remember her, right? We would also meet her at the Holyoke Mall when we lived in NH. That is Uncle Dick & Aunt Jacqui's daughter. We had a great chat. She will be going to the wedding so I will get to see her & visit. It will be great as it has been almost 3 years since I saw her. Other than that Mom has done nothing at all except listen to music & write to you. 
 You are probably wondering what is now going on with Mark & I since what I wrote to you on yesterdays letter. Well, to be completely honest..... We have an appointment to go to tomorrow & then we will start to make some serious decisions. We are trying to get through all this. It is no where an easy thing to do but we are taking it day to day. We have talked so much the last few days & I think that it has helped out a bit. We have been able to open up about things that have been bothering the both of us for some time. Neither Mark or Mom are ready to throw everything away. People have hardships, rough times all the time. One way to get through it is to stick together not just say " forget it " & walk away. Mom has never been a quitter at all. That is not in my vocabulary. You know that more than anyone. You also know that Mom is a firm believer in " everything happens for a reason. " What that reason is at this time is unseen but sometime down the road I will get that answer. Mom will keep you posted as I know of things going on in the days to come. Just know that Mom is doing better, I have got sleep that was much needed & I am taking care of myself the best way I can. I know you can see it all but I want to write it down to you anyways. 
 Nothing else is going on & there are no updates. Mom will be touching base with Aunt Beck at some point tomorrow as she will be heading out for vacation for 2 weeks. I did not chat with Meme today but I should call her at some point. Grandpa will call tonight probably. Oh wait.... Mom is all screwed up as today is not Sunday it is Monday....ugh... this Holiday is messing me up...lol. I will call everyone tonight to touch base. I will give you those updates tomorrow. That is all I have for today.
Here is a pray for you today: There's an appointed time for every God-given breakthrough. Jesus knows when your accumulative prayers will make the most difference. He knows when your long-awaited breakthrough will bear the most fruit; He knows when your blessing will not be a burden. May you trust Him in the meantime. You've things to do in this season: Rest. Wait. Trust. Obey. Give thanks. Enjoy joy. And walk forward in faith. Breakthrough is on the horizon.
But if you remain in me and my words remain in you, you may ask for anything you want, and it will be granted (John 15:7 NIV)!
 Here is a saying for you: Decide what you want to be, do & have, think the thoughts of it, emit the frequency & your vision will become your life. 
 Mom needs to get going so that I can get the night routine going. Mom needs to feed the pups & get dinner going for Mark & I as it is 5:39 pm. Mom will be back tomorrow night with another letter to you. Hope that your evening will be everything that you need & want it to be my sweet precious son. Have fun while Mom is sleeping tonight. Come visit if you can. I will whisper to you as I always do so smile & I will smile back to you. I miss you bunches & love you to the moon & back. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You are forever in my heart, mind, body & soul. You are my shining star. Good night & sweet dreams, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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