Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is writing to you right now because I really am not really all that well today. My head is still hurting & I did not sleep all that well again last night. I was up almost every hour on the hour. This is the first time I have turned on my computer & it will be turned back off right after I am done writing to you. Yesterday, Mom turned everything off early as well. I sat on the couch for a couple hours, cuddled in a blanket & did absolutely nothing. I was feeling better & made dinner, did dishes, folded laundry, & got everything else all set for the night. Mom decided to crawl into bed to watch a movie but I got hooked on a couple shows & never watched the movie. I did speak to Grandpa though. I asked if he had heard anything from his test results. He said that the doctor called & left a message while he was outside. He said the message didn't sound that good. He let me listen to it but I couldn't take anything from the message. He was suppose to call the doctor today. Mom is crossing her fingers that the results are good. Mom is worried though & I could hear it in Grandpa's voice as well. He will be calling Mom later tonight to tell me what was said. Please be with all of us, Tyler. Thank you. I have not spoken to Meme at all which is a little weird. Maybe she is really busy. I guess I will have to touch base with her later tonight as well. Mom will update you on tomorrows letter when I get some answers. I do know that Bob has an appointment tomorrow as well at DHMC. My fingers are crossed for him as well. 
 Today in NH the weather is snowy. Guess they could see anywhere from 8-12" of snow. Here where Mom is it is partly cloudy & rain. The temps will drop later today & all that rain will end up being a mess for Mark's commute home tonight. Keep him safe, pumpkin! Thank you! Guess tomorrow will be cloudy again & very windy. If you can, watch over us so that everything will be ok. Mom appreciates it so much. Not much else to report as far as updates. Here is a couple short sayings for the day though:
 " Change is scary but do you know what is even scarier? Allowing fear to keep you from becoming who you want to be! "
 " You're always one decision away from a totally different life. "
 Mom is hoping that this evening will be filled with all the things you may need to do & want to do. If you can come be with me tonight. Visit me in my dreams as well. Mom would love that. I want you to know that you will always be my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You are forever inside my heart, mind, body & soul. Mom misses you more than words can say * I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You are my bright shining star. Mom will whisper to you as I always do every night so be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear Mom & I will smile right back to you. Mom is going to close this letter out to you so that I can go back to laying down & just relaxing. I will be back tomorrow with another letter so until then.... Good night & sweet dreams my sweet precious son!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

P.S. Here are the prayers for the day:

  May you see the value of the gifts God has given you. May you see the importance of your contribution in the world today. May you get excited about your role in the greater Kingdom story. And may you dare to dream with God about the ways He intends to use you in the days ahead. You're living and breathing on the earth today because God loves you, has called you and intends to solve some of the world's problems through you. Embrace the fact that you're a treasure because you are! And have a sweet day today!
 May you step back from your everyday responsibilities and ponder for a moment, what it means to belong to God. He loved you so much that He sent His Son to earth to live, to die, and to defeat sin and death. In Christ, you are a NEW creation. In Christ, you are rich beyond measure. God gives good gifts to His children and He's given good gifts to you. In the days ahead, may you better understand what He's offered you. His promises, provision, and protection are yours because you belong to Him. May you spend the rest of your days on earth pursuing the heart of God and as you do, you'll better understand His heart towards you. A blessed and restful night to you!